Slayer Final World Tour w/ Anthrax, Testament & more

Saying goodbye to the most brutal & notorious band in history – Maybe.

Slayer – May 8th 2019 – Toyota Music Pavilion – Irving, TX

Commemorating kicking off the fifth leg of their final world tour, but also the sixth anniversary of legendary guitarist Jeff Hanneman’s death this week, the five-time Grammy-nominated, two-time Grammy-winning band unleashed its fury with around 20 songs, almost half of which included eyebrow-singeing pyrotechnics that could be felt even 10 rows behind the pit.

From the opener “Repentless” and the haunting buildup of “World Painted Blood” to the twisting, burning, riff-laden “South of Heaven” and the mandatory “Seasons in the Abyss,” Slayer plucked some of the best jams from their extensive catalog.

The audience was a mixed bag: The kids that grew up with Slayer on tape were content to headbang from their seats with their own kids beside them. No matter where you walk, you hear the obligatory scream: “Slaaaayyeeeerrr!”

While a solid set list & I’m a lifelong Slayer fan this is not a can’t miss/must see affair – If you’ve seen Slayer before, even once, at any time in their career you’ve seen this show or better. Now if you’ve never seen Slayer, definitely check this out even though this is Slayer at their weakest. Nothing but respect for Gary Holt and Paul Bostaph but I subscribe to the notion that this is only half of what made this band so legendary.

A minimal stage set, and a few pyrotechnics are fine but what is most alarming about this tour is just how straight up BORING it is.
This would be not only a great opportunity & if they are sticking to their word the FINAL chance to do something really special here.
Put on a HUGE show, pull out some songs they’ve never played or haven’t in forever, invite original drummer Dave Lombardo to jam on a song or two in some select cities when schedules allow, anything to make this stand apart.

Sadly it doesn’t and feels as if they truly do not care – Even before this Final Tour thing, if you saw Slayer in the previous few years, even then it felt like a band going through the motions. That’s exactly what this felt like, a SIXTH leg of a final tour, you could almost feel singer/bassist Tom Araya marking off another date on his calendar until he gets to go finally go home.

Finishing off their hour-and-a-half set with “Angel of Death” among hundreds of fans pumping fists, headbanging, and screaming, it goes without saying that if Slayer do retire, there will never be a replacement, and there will never be anyone like them ever again.

Set list:

Repentless
Evil Has No Boundaries
World Painted Blood
Postmorten
Hate Worldwide
War Ensemble
Gemini
Disciple
Mandatory Suicide
Chemical Warfare
Payback
Temptation
Born of Fire
Seasons in the Abyss
Hell Awaits
South of Heaven
Raining Blood
Black Magic
Dead Skin Mask
Angel of Death

Slayer w/ Anthrax, Testament & more – June 19th 2018 – The Bomb Factory – Dallas, TX

Much has been made that Slayer announced that this tour, after almost 37 years as a band would be there last,however Slayer’s music seems destined to live forever. It was the antithesis of the religious majority that controlled the country in the 1980s, & when the band’s second full-length album, Hell Awaits, dropped in 1985, it was as if Satan had escaped hell to join the band. I was at the perfect age for this to be the ideal demographic for such brilliant & rebellious music with such undeniable intensity & it never left. I spent my 21st birthday in this very building with these guys & the first “legal” drink I ever consumed was offered to me by guitarist Kerry King, I couldn’t have planned it to be more Metal.

So that’s why this feels so personal & special & must attend as 4K + fans who feel like I do understood that not attending wasn’t an option.
But let’s get into the facts here: All nostalgia, aside they haven’t really been Slayer for the entireity of this decade – Founder/Guitarist & Principal songwriter Jeff Hanneman is dead & drummer Dave Lombardo who single handedly launched a blast-beat revolution in the 80’s & 90’s whose name alone is synonmous with power is gone. No disrespect to now & again replacement Paul Bostaph but their is literally NO ONE that prefers him over Lombardo.

So basically half of Slayer has tried to continue & with great help – Hanneman was replace by probably the only person on earth that could at least attempt to step into those shoes Exodus’ Gary Holt. They even released new music with 2015’s Repentless that was a glaring writing on the wall. As fans we like to think of Slayer as 4 individuals & in terms of aesthetic & magic that is correct & what makes them so special. However in reality, Hanneman WAS Slayer – all those songs you love, he wrote them – trying to write an LP without him proved to be something they were only going to attempt once & that is a wise decision.

So now this tour – For whatever reason this amazing show, loaded with acts that could fill the place on their own was at this much smaller room, I’m assuming that the promoter’s other rooms were previously booked. It certainly wasn’t because they were interested in doing smaller intimate venues, which while made this the most unique (& certainly the most intimate) of the tour thus far it also caused alot of limitations. The rest of the country apparently got this crazy pyro opening ( I refuse to consult YouTube as I wanna see it for myself) that had to be scrapped for this venue.

Here’s the thing that no one seems to be talking about in the reviews I’ve read or heard from attendees is that it’s remarkable how UNREMARKABLE this show is. At least Slayer’s contributions go – it’s the same tired old setlist they’ve been trotting out for almost a decade. Sure their is a few tracks here & there that popped up but none that had any can’t-miss reaction. One of my oldest friends that couldn’t make the show that has seen every Slayer tour that’s hit Dallas in the over 25 years was actually relieved when I showed him the setlist after the show. This is your last go around & you didn’t bother to learn any of your old songs that your loyal fans, perhaps the most loyal on Earth have been literally screaming for all this time? While they covered a bit of ground here, this wasn’t the inspired career retrospective one of kind, end of the world monolith that’s being suggested. Chances are you’ve already seen this show & I’m not talking about it’s current 2018 incarnation, but if you’be seen Slayer even once the past 10 years, this wasn’t much different.

Which leads me to my next point – Now it’s still Slayer & if this was your first time seeing it live, you left very entertained but this show seemed to be about so much more than that originally. Singer/Bassist Tom Araya seemed like he’s already retired, he showed up slimmer & clean shaven for the first time in years & it seemed all he was missing was an Hawaiian shirt, he was there in person, but it seemed like you could feel him going “one less show to do before I can go home”.

Setlist – 

Repentless
Blood Red
Disciple
Mandatory Suicide
Hate Worldwide
War Ensemble
Jihad
When the Stillness Comes
Postmortem
Black Magic
Payback
Seasons in the Abyss
Dittohead
Dead Skin Mask
Hell Awaits
South of Heaven
Raining Blood
Chemical Warfare
Angel of Death

Lamb Of God

Previous to Slayer’s final bow was a stacked up lineup as mentioned that could easily fill this room (In fact I saw less than half of this lineup Lamb of God & Anthrax sell it out themselves just two years ago & neither was on any farewell tour) So we will go in reverse order here: I had to in person so you must in text haha – If I had my way this band would have gone on first so I could have skipped it. Admittedly I’m just not a LOG person & now having seem them live 3 times now, I’m still not, I don’t get the appeal, their is literally nothing original here & their “singer” looks like a loitering homeless guy. I do understand however, that you have to be a specific age for this band to matter to you & I’m cool with that.

Anthrax

Again, I’ll do my best to remain partisan here but I was actually offended when Anthrax had to open for LOG last time & I’m offended once more. This is a fellow Big 4 member, how do you let another band come between that on a show like this (& make who easily would top The Next 4 go on first)?
However, my 22+ years in the music business doesn’t offer me the kind of naivete that doesn’t understand this – Facts are facts even if they are sad ones & Lamb of God are a much bigger band than Anthrax.
That didn’t stop the mighty ‘Thrax from blowing them offstage (again) & virtually stealing the night.

Great to see Charlie Benante back behind the drum kit where he belongs (he’s been taking a break from touring off & on for the past few years which leads to the will he or won’t he be there tonight). The difference is huge, an Anthrax show isn’t a rare thing (& that’s a wonderful thing) in 2018 & they are performing at the top of their game with their most recent For All Kings LP is one of their best.

They’be been through so many lineup & changes aesthetically that sometimes I forget that this is 4 of the same 5 guys I first saw waaaaay back in 1989 on the Headbanger’s Ball tour that literally changed my life. 

Setlist – 

Caught in a Mosh
Got the Time (Joe Jackson cover)
Madhouse
I Am the Law
Evil Twin
Antisocial (Trust cover)
In the End
Indians

Behemoth

I knew nothing of Behemoth before this show (though my friends claim that we’ve seen them before) & I will say that while initially they will probably never be my thing, I thought that were excellent & alot of fun & would totally make an effort to see them again. Glad they went on second, it’s just that it should have been AFTER Lamb of God. 

Testament 

Opening this insane (& at 5:30pm no less) is Bay Area thrash legends Testament who as previously mentioned would easily fill the Next 4 of thrash of such a thing existed who did not disapoint as usual. One of the best live heavy bands you will ever see still doing at the highest level & criminal they went on first & got a measley 25 mins to play to a mostly empty room still stuck in rush hour traffic.

You’ll get your chance again & soon and along with Anthrax as well as the two greats are touring together with Napalm Death as part of another great package this Summer.

Setlist – 

Brotherhood of the Snake
Rise Up
The Pale King
The Preacher
Into the Pit
The New Order
Disciples of the Watch

All in all the evening seemed to go by too fast even with all of this music & if this is truly Slayer’s last hurrah in Dallas it was a muted one but changes nothing of some of the best memories of life have been because of this band & provided the soundtrack to countless, priceless moments from my youth & to that I will always be grateful. Rest in Power my friends.

 

Photos – 

Roy Turner

Rockstar Energy Mayhem Festival w/ Motorhead, Slayer, Anthrax & more (July/2012)

The Summer didn’t actually quite start off right or like it normally does. One of my favorite traditions is to be in NYC on the 4th of July. Even before I moved to NYC I would often come to NY for the 4th. Not just for its patriotic value but there really is no better place to be on the 4th of July in America than in NYC. And last year it really peaked by being on a boat in the Hudson River right above the fireworks. You think Macy’s does parades well, they also do fireworks all right too.
Well through a series of events and personal reasons I ended up breaking my 8-year streak of being in NYC for the 4th and spent it in Fort Worth instead and Andy Griffith died that same day.. All was not lost however as I did get to spend it with my best friend Chris and his family so that was really great. The Summer really started to heat up and I joined a really crazy tour and other shenanigans. Let’s get started:

Rockstar Energy Mayhem Festival w/ Motorhead, Slayer, Anthrax & more –

Through a series of changes that you will see starting in 2013 Trickykid is currently in transition to a different phase of our operation and you will see what I mean soon. For now, and through the work I did with the Big 4 concerts last year on both coasts I was invited to take part in doing some press work and conduct some backstage documentation for the tour’s website as well as this one. It was setup through my friend Steveo with Motorhead and off to the races I went. I went to a handful of shows on this tour for this footage but for the sake of this entry so it doesn’t get too redundant we are going to focus on two stops. Oklahoma City and in my hometown of Dallas, TX.

July 10th – Gexa Energy Pavillion – Dallas, TX

I had made plans to take my buddy Ryan to this. We hadn’t seen much of each other since his engagement this past January and this tour is tailor-made for his taste and I was looking forward to us seeing Motorhead together and having a fun day in the sun looking at all the girls, fans and general social craziness that can be found at a Metal festival. However I wouldn’t wish an all-day outdoor anything in Texas in July on anyone and normally I wouldn’t flaunt my credentials but there was no way I was doing this without uninterrupted shade, free booze/water and our own bathroom.
This type of treatment makes Ryan incredibly uncomfortable to which I equally tease him but yet totally appreciate him not wanting to be a prima donna nor get in anyone’s way or participate in social mobility nonsense. Having said that it was really hot and he was smart not to resist and we had some fun moments.

As I Lay Dying

At his insistence we got there early enough to catch the band As I Lay Dying who were pretty good and not someone I would normally have paid any attention to.

Its great having him here for this because he knows so much more about this stuff than I that I learn and see things I might normally would have missed.

Anthrax

Up next was Anthrax and one of three acts of the day we were most anticipating and whom opted to headline the second stage on this stop which we appreciated. I was working with Anthrax last year and since their unbelievable return to form with the return of Joey Belladonna and the jaw dropping Worship Music I have seen them a bunch lately but was still no less excited today and to see them with Ryan.

 

 

 

After a few songs we walked to the back to get a beer and to get a feel of the crowd. I remember a young dude walking by Ryan and I and high-fiving us and telling us how much he appreciated “seeing some old-schoolers in the house” – we are old. I though about my sister Nicki dropping off my friend Steve and I across the street from where we were standing right this sec to see Anthrax when we were in middle school – 23 years ago.

I was certain that being in Dallas (Dimebag’s hometown) and today being Ronnie James Dio’s birthday that they had no choice but to play the song In the End from the new LP that memorializes them both. However, longtime drummer Charlie Benante, who despite the band’s recent successes seems to be suffering from one personal strife after the other was replaced for this tour by Shadows Fall drummer Jason Bittner, and I guess they just hadn’t had the time to rehearse it.
Though the show was great and I was glad to see them I felt in spite of Benante’s absence it was a squandered opportunity to not play In the End.

Setlist –

Caught in a Mosh
Got the Time (Joe Jackson cover)
Fight ‘Em Till You Can’t
Antisocial (Trust cover)
Indians
Madhouse
I Am the Law

Motorhead

We now had over an hour to kill before it was time for Motorhead on the mainstage which was great for us. At festivals like this with a hundred bands and half a dozen stages, you find yourself running all over the place and it can feel more like shopping on Black Friday than attending a rock show and this would also be our first opportunity to take advantage of the credentials the Motorhead camp had so graciously provided us with.

I take Ryan backstage and it occurs to me that he’s been coming to this venue for 25 years and this is first time backstage here. Bout time right?
However as I mentioned earlier, Ryan could give two shits about any of that crap for which I am really grateful for as I have made the mistake of taking people I thought I could trust to be cool backstage only to watch them turn into total fools once access was reached. The ironic thing is that it only inspires me to want to take him backstage just that much more. I also have to admit I enjoy putting him in harmless situations that he finds uncomfortable.
One of the first of the day was as we walked into the catering tent to see what should be a normal site of seeing the entire Anthrax crew and some of the other bands he recognized having lunch he kinda freaked and I loved it as we were sitting at the end of that same table Anthrax singer Joey Belladonna had to put his hands on Ryan’s shoulders to get by him on his way to the soda fountain and the look of surrealism on his face. Good times.

But hey we weren’t here to pander, we were hear to rawk and it was almost time for Motorhead. We attempted to watch sidestage but their were politics in place they were preventing such access so we decided to see what our seats were like and headed out to see the most anticipated act for us of the day. They had canceled back in March due to Lemmy being ill and we were ready.

 

 

Obviously as you can our seats were freaking awesome (thanks again Steve-O) and the began to kick serious ass as always with Bomber. In my opinion the most consistent and just fucking awesome band in the history of Rock and Roll. I’m sure their are other examples but just as an ambassador of zero bullshit kick ass rock and roll by the people, for the people, I’m not sure their is a better example of that ever than of Lemmy and Motorhead.

Setlist –

Bomber
Damage Case
I Know How to Die
Stay Clean
Over the Top
The Chase Is Better Than the Catch
Going to Brazil
The One to Sing the Blues
Killed by Death
Ace of Spades
Overkill

Slayer

Again an easy breezy day of fun as after the serious ass-kicking we received from Motorhead, all we had to do was just rehydrate and get ready to see Slayer.
It was a little funny a few minutes before the we ran into Tom Araya (singer/bassist) backstage walking around with this super hot blond girl that Ryan recognized as his wife Sandra. Here he is about to pummel 10k metalheads with some of the most brutal music ever written from amplifiers that have been arranged in an inverted cross that actually spew FIRE, but just a few mins before we saw him looking totally in love haha.

Jeff Hanneman is still recovering from necrotizing fasciitis that has kept him out of action for now over a year and a half so Gary Holt from Exodus was still in his place. Show was still totally brutal and they played some old songs we hadn’t heard in awhile.

 

 

Setlist –

Disciple
Hate Worldwide
War Ensemble
Die by the Sword
Mandatory Suicide
Altar of Sacrifice
Jesus Saves
Seasons in the Abyss
Hell Awaits
Dead Skin Mask
Angel of Death

Encore:

South of Heaven
Raining Blood

Slipknot

Ryan and I like fun but we are not Slipknot people – In the annals of our storytelling one that gets tossed around quite a bit was about another tour a few years ago that also featured Slayer and Slipknot. The ill-fated Tattoo the Earth tour that was so grossly under attended that by the time Slipknot came on Ryan and I were the ONLY ones sitting in the spacious lawn area for general admission. Apparently your band name had to start with the letter “S” to be on that tour as every band was like System of a Down, Sevendust, etc, and the aforementioned Slayer & Slipknot. We stuck around that night to see one “song” or as I would later dub it one “beating” just so that we could say that we saw it. Another “s” word we are not into is snobs so we stuck around again on this night to see if they had improved –

 

 

Update: They had not, in fact they were somehow even more terrible and we used this distraction to take off early. We contemplated seeing Prong who were playing just down the street but we had been here all day and had our fill.

A week later into the tour I had decided that the press was getting to become too much to do on my own. I had recently connected with old buddy Joey (see this entry here) who I learned has a great podcast that you can listen to here –  I had really missed my friendship with Joey and wanted to give him and his show a break plus I needed the help so he was my natural choice to cover the city nearest him which was Oklahoma City. Joey is also a monstrous fan of all these bands his excitement was also an added bonus.

We had discussed details for a few weeks and it was clear that he was as nervous as he was excited but that’s kinda his method of operation so we went with it and I was glad that he was excited. Originally his co-host was also going to join us but then that was relegated to his live-in girlfriend Nola, who in a small-town tradition come to find out is the younger sister of the Brothers Mitchell, some old friends of mine who’s faces have graced this blog quite a few times.

I am a nerd without apology, but I had def met my match in Joey & Nola as these two veer more closely into The Big Bang Theory level of nerdiness with their suggestions for time-passing travel games and sights to see on the way, though I was grateful for and enjoyed it all. One of the stops was:


July 18th – Zoo Amphitheater – Oklahoma City, OK

It was great that we were not in any hurry and the day was very relaxing. We even had time to visit a couple of local record stores and have a nice lunch before heading over to the venue. That was probably pretty wise too, as when we got there, the thermometer onstage read *119 – Everyone was saying that of all places they couldn’t believe that OKC was the hottest stop of the tour, hotter than Arizona even.
I was able to secure us a parking spot in the confined Artists Area that was super convenient but had to walk all the way back around to claim our credentials for which I did solo as to not have to put them through that unnecessarily.

When I left Will Call I discovered that I had 3 tickets but only 2 All Access passes. I go to the back to find Natasha, my press contact and when I do, she tells me that all press activities for the day have been canceled besides shooting and reviewing the shows. Meaning that all of the press conference and one-on-one stuff that we had been preparing for was now off. Further meaning that this tour and these bands were not taking OKC seriously at all (and if you saw this venue you wouldn’t either) and were just taking the day off to stay out of this ungodly heat as much as possible.

Anthrax

One change today because of this venue was that Anthrax was opening the main stage instead of headlining the second stage, though still going on around roughly the same time. The reason for this was that the second stage seemed to be half-way to Colorado and their would have been nowhere to park their bus. This venue only has one dressing room so most of the bands were staying on their bus and just parking it right behind the stage.

Besides the unrelenting heat, a major annoyance was the staff at this place. Not to sound like an elitist snob in fact that’s exactly what would be more accurate of their behavior, but they had no idea what they were doing. The staff made up mainly of old-timers that do this during the Summer and its the only time of the year/their lives that they have any sort of authority over anyone and boy do they ware that out.
I came out to catch a few songs from Anthrax and I was standing – not moving – and was asked about my credentials every five seconds until I was forced to just go backstage to get away from it, where I saw Corey Taylor from Slipknot rawking out to it at the mixing board sidestage like a huge fan which I thought was really cool.
Anthrax played the same seven songs, but still kicked ass just the same.

We did our best to escape the heat in the only place we could which was the catering tent right behind the stage, which had a giant industrial fan inside.
As country bumpkin as it gets, the catering tent was something right out of Green Acres with his front porch and screen door and wooded shed vibe.
We step in to see the only person in there whom I recognize as Pearl Aday (adopted daughter of Meat Loaf & wife of Anthrax guitarist Scott Ian) –  She had their infant son with her and seeing Scott, the epitome of the proud father when I was working with them last year, I knew that this was going to be a great day for him to have his family joining him.
Their was a funny sign on the fridge in the catering tent that at first I thought was a joke but realized it was an actual warning that said
No swearing on stage – offenders will be fined and potentially prosecuted” – I began to wonder if Lemmy had seen this and he and Motorhead were about to go on.

Motorhead

Again, what can be said – zero bullshit – totally devastating.

 

 

They only thing that was different about this set was that Lemmy wore a doo rag that made him look like a wrestler a little bit. The sound was so terrible that even if he did curse you wouldn’t have known has his between song banter was even more unintelligible than usual. That and they left out the last song Overkill due to heat exhaustion and who could blame them? – I was standing side stage and I could feel myself going down to one knee a few times and feeling woozy, just brutal. How was Slayer gonna hack it with all of that fire onstage? They were due next and the sun was nowhere near going down.

Slayer

We know had the chance to watch Slayer side-stage this time, but I couldn’t be anywhere near that fire and I hadn’t even seen the grounds yet so I decided to take a walk and watch the show from the crowd. It might have made more sense actually if I was watching behind the gulfs of flames so that I didn’t have to feel them, but this was the first time I didn’t feel like I was in “work mode” all day and was ready to enjoy them from the crowd as a fan.

 

 

We were only able to shoot like the first song & a half. and that with the combined punishing heat, I was tapping out fast. Still got some good shots though –

 

 

 

While they were eating a seeking shelter, this was my only time to really “rock” and I went for it and was having fun talking up and rawking with some local girls in the crowd. I had to run to the bathroom and since I knew the setlist I chose to do so during Dead Skin Mask, my least favorite song of theirs. It was easier to just use the public restroom instead of going all the way backstage but when I walked in I saw a guy literally filling the sink with vomit.
In true Slayer fan form, he raises his head out of the muck long enough to ask his only concern which was “They haven’t played Angel of Death yet have they?!?!”
I told him not yet, but it was next – so in true dedication he runs out while still puking on himself so that he doesn’t miss it.
Fucking Slayer man –

Slipknot

Just like at the other shows, I always watch at least one Slipknot, hoping that maybe this time it will be something I can get into, but nope, it fails everytime. Its like when you keep opening the refrigerator door opening something good will appear.

 

I guess due to some curfew it wasn’t even 9pm yet. So though I didn’t want anymore of Slipknot, I also wasn’t ready to be back at the hotel doing nothing before 10pm. So I watched like three songs but then Natasha was texting me to come sign out so she could get her paperwork done for the day. And since I was already backstage I just walked to the car from there and we took off before Slipknot was even on their fourth song.

In spite of the obnoxious product placement this was a great tour for fans and you got to see alot of music for a decent price and their were tons of activities.
Here are a few highlights:

Signings & Sports –

 

 

 

Behind the Scenes –

…and of course – The Fans

Photos –

Roy Turner
Nola Mitchell
Jeff Barringer
Meg Roussos
Rodrigo Terco-Fredes

 

Fun Fun Fun Fest 2011 w/ Slayer, Public Enemy & More (Nov/2011)

Ok so after an incredibly busy last few months, I was now headed back down to Austin for the Fun Fun Fun Fest. These always look totally awesome and have such an insane and random lineup and yet I’d never been to one until now. The lineups always looked good but there was always something in the way etc. But with the promise of Public Enemy, Henry Rollins, Kool Keith, and Slayer all in one weekend, I was ready for action.

2011 Fun Fun Fun Fest – Nov 4th-6th – Auditorium Shores – Austin, TX

Erin has a house in Austin and actually claims Austin as home when asked and she’s always excited about going down there when we do, so the drive down was actually really fun. Her having a house down there makes it super easy and I was looking forward to a great weekend.

Nov 4th

I get in the guest line and get our wristbands and to my surprise the guy behind the desk hands me a shitload of free drink tickets. He’s wearing a Boston Red Sox hat and says that we met at a Never Got Caught/Clutch show a few years ago. Thanks man!

It was after 7pm before we even got there but the festival had started at noon – the only act I wanted to see that was left was Public Enemy.
Last month, I was at the All Tomorrow’s Parties event in Asbury Park where we saw PE put on one of the best shows of the year and threatened to steal the entire festival.
So needless to say I would have already been looking forward to the show but after what we saw just a few weeks ago, the anticipation was even higher.

They have the stages set up in pairs right next to each other, so that the minute one stage stops, the next one can begin immediately so its continuous non-stop music – one of the better ideas that the Warped Tour has brought to the table.

We were actually standing directly behind the two stages watching Four Tet do his thing –

 

 

We were actually pinned between this trailer that was the dressing room and the back of the stage when a few things of mention happened:

One –  was that though we really enjoyed PE in New Jersey, one thing was that the soundcheck was excruciating – It went on for almost as long as their set and was led by what I can only imagine is some relative of Chuck D’s that he needed to give a job to. This older, extremely over-bearing man with zero time-management skills who’s idea of getting the crowd ready was to scream “AAAAHIGHT??” – About one million times.
Well while we are watching Four Tet, sadly for him the soundboard was to his right while PE and annoying stage mgr were soundchecking to his left.
PE’s stage mgr was actually shouting orders to the soundman at the board thru Four Tet while he was performing on stage!
I couldn’t believe it – Four Tet, a super nice guy would occasionally (and incredulously) shoot a look over at PE’s stage mgr with a confused smile as if to say:  “Can you not see that I’m actually in the middle of my set right now dude?”.

Two – While we are watching this, again its a tight squeeze and only one person can pass between the back of the stage and the dressing room & see that Chuck D was squeezing his way through.

Three – So after Four Tet wraps and again so that the music can be seamless PE is about to start and we are now standing on the side of the stage a mere feet from where they will be performing, when suddenly the entire stage/backstage area is cleared as if the President is coming to watch PE (maybe he was? – I could see that) – Instead it wasn’t the President, it was actor Ryan Gosling and company. Sadly, their will be much more about him as this post progresses.

Public Enemy

Ok so now we are kinda half in the photo pit and half in the crowd and let met tell you something, Austin is passionate about their politics and they are equally passionate about their Hip-Hop and now here were the kings of the game ready to get down. Their was nearly a mini-riot before they even took the stage and when they hit all fucking hell broke loose.

I didn’t know if they were gonna stick to what they have been doing this year which is all of Fear of a Black Planet but the show certainly started out that way.
The effect was briefly transformational, Chuck brought the crowd back into the present by referencing and praising the nationwide “Occupy” movement. Flavor Flav followed that by thanking the crowd for making him the biggest reality television star ever. Thud.
In effect completely loosing all of the momentum that the first three jams had whipped everyone up in.
At one point he brought his teenage Godson up there who he commanded to freestyle rap on the spot – It appeared that Flav might have only met this kid once before and it was probably earlier today and to please his famous Godfather he might have mentioned that he “rapped”. The fear on this poor kid’s face that Flav was throwing his teenage ass to the wolves, was almost as cringe-inducing as the one “rap” the kid actually made which was:

“I came to the fest to have fun, because I’m Flavor Flav’s Godson”

The crowd moaned but clearly felt for this kid –

In spite of this and other Flav shenanigans, the set was not only genuine but it also extended the PE political mythos further into the group’s third decade.
Sending everyone home happy with the belief that the hit parade they’d just seen was part of something far more meaningful. Whether it was that or not was almost entirely immaterial. Friday’s headlining spot was built on the idea of Public Enemy as a relevant and provocative cultural constant, and if you went into the night holding that stock you certainly were not’t in selling mode at its close. In that view as well as most others, it was a success.

Setlist –

Contract On The World Love Jam
Welcome To The Terrordome
B Side Wins Again
911 Is A Joke
Meet The G That Killed Me
Show Em Watcha Got
Bring The Noise
Don’t Believe The Hype
Cold Lampin’ With Flavor
Can’t Truss It
Night Of The Living Baseheads
He Got Game/Anti-Negro Machine
Burn Hollywood Burn
Black Is Back
Timebomb
Shut Em Down
Rebel Without A Pause
Fight The Power

Epilogue – Now during this, the other main attraction (and perhaps for some the main reason for coming) was that Danzig was staging something of a career retrospective and even more importantly something of the closest you will get to a Misfits reunion by including a set of Misfits songs to be performed with famed Misfits’s guitarist Doyle Von Frankenstein.
I mention this because sadly this festival will be remembered mostly for Danzig’s complete and total meltdown (in a history of his meltdowns) and besides Ryan Gosling, this is all everybody talked about for the rest of the festival. Apparently he had made some really weird demands involving soup that even when they were met didn’t prevent the show from melting down and the Misfits portion never happening. Lots of soup jokes followed the rest of the weekend.

You can read festival organizer Graham account of the situation here

Now let me say this – Even if PE weren’t playing I would have skipped this – As completely blasphemous as this will sound, I do not, nor have I ever cared even an ounce about anything to do with Glen Danzig, not even for a second. I have never owned a Misfits record, nor do I care to, I couldn’t even tell you the names of any of their songs if Metallica hadn’t covered several of them. That is how completely uncool and unpunk I am and what a total square I am, and I could give two shits who knows it.
However, I do know that the band holds great importance to many many people, and I’m sure it was more than one person’s decision to come based upon this appearance and to have Danzig shit all over it is really lame and unfair to them.

After-show –

Kool Keith – Empire Automotive

One of the cool things about this fest too is much like the ACL Fest the organizers take advantage that Austin is the live music capital of the world and host after shows all over the city. I love Kool Keith and was glad he was booked to do his own late-night weirdness in his own setting, instead of on a big stage in the middle of the day. And let me tell you something, this show couldn’t have been any weirder even for him.
Since we had only seen really one act we were still roaring to go, and even if I was tired I would have made the effort to see Kool Keith.
So much weirdness, where do I begin? First of all it was weird/typically Austin cool that he was playing in an auto body shop.
Secondly, when we got there which was around 10:30pm he wasn’t going on for like three hours haha.
I had wanted to see Trash Talk but they had just finished and when I asked the merch guy who was coming on before Keith, he turned into this caricature of a human spouting slang so cartoonish I thought I was being Punk’d.
So for three hours we sat in this body shop waiting for the weirdest (and arguably the most talented) MC of all time to come on. During which time we had beer spilled on us which seemed like a half a dozen times, but Erin and I were actually in good talks and good spirits.
Then finally Kool Keith took the stage –

 

 

Let me tell you something, I’ve seen him perform on every tour since the first Dr. Octagon LP and so I have seen some really brown shows of his, but this one takes the proverbial shit cake. I have seen him literally kill onstage before (Coachella 2004) and I’ve seen him start selling cdrs from his back pocket in the middle of the show (Dallas 2005) to many other examples (and we had also just seen him at the Ultramagnetic MCs reunion in Asbury Park) but this time he was downright scary, but no less entertaining and funny, until he wasn’t.
He had Kutmaster Kurt DJ’n and he came out as usual, but then it was a mess from there on out. Kurt would just play something, Keith would rap a known song over it, and then if he didn’t feel like finishing it, he would just abandon it, leaving Kurt to catch up. This has value as theirs probably not a rapper alive that can effortlessly freestyle like that and just move and shift at will. On the other hand its execution feels like the ramblings of an insane homeless man.
We enjoyed some of it, when he was doing stuff like Get off my elevator and alot of the Dr. Doom tracks – but what we were enjoying more was watching people’s reactions and then watching them leave.
Not just because of the late hour, by the time he got to the real dirty stuff like Sex Style and Girl let me touch you there people were dropping like flies.
It seemed to have no rhyme or reason or no end. We even saw the guys from Workaholics walk out shaking their heads, but we stayed till the end.

Nov 5th

Finally get parked and get inside to start the day and the first thing we see is a wrestling ring set up right in the middle of the field with a match in full swing taking place.

Anarchy Championship Wrestling

That was something else I was loving about this festival was it kind of had a carny sleaze to it – It wasn’t glossed up like Lollapalooza, and the randomness of having wrestling and other events really worked. Not to mention, I’m a huge fan of wrestling –

 

The action was sloppy of course but so much fun, and it was great that you knew that you were surrounded by people that were probably being exposed to wrestling in this capacity for the first (and some surely the last) time. While Erin was taking pics of the action suddenly this dude walks up to me who is dressed like Rayden from the fucking Mortal Kombat game and it standing oddly and very close to my face. Because of the wind and dust, the place was over run with dustdevils and for which the hipsters were remedying themselves with by wearing fashionable bandannas around their faces like they were about to hold up a bank in the Old West. Rayden was wearing this obscuring his face and his gay ass Rayden hat – when he pulls his bankrobber gear down and sporting a shit eating grin to my reaction of “Who the fuck are you pal?” look on my face to reveal that it was my old pal Justin – for which if you knew him this was par for the course.
Good times –
This was just the start of The Day of Running into Musicians from Dallas Day – This was followed by as were walking over to the backstage area, we were perusing the wares that were for sale in the local villagers market they had setup and I desperately needed a pair of sunglasses, when we ran into Mike Graff and Peter Schmidt, two accomplished musicians from Dallas.
Graff was the guitarist for the greatest band that you have never heard, Course of Empire – seriously one of the best bands ever – that had a major label deal and the label had no idea what to do with them and they faded into obscurity.
Schmidt was in Funland with drummer Will Johnson that went on to become Centro-Matic and Clark Vogeler is now the guitarist for the Toadies.
I practically worshiped Graff in high school and we have had a great rapport for 20 years so it was really good to see him and catch up.
Speaking of the Toadies, right after this we ran into my buddy Todd who sings and also plays guitar in that band and had a good laugh as always.
Later that night we ran into and had a great laugh with the always funny and interesting, Wayne Coyne.Ryan GoslingAs if I give two shits, I wouldn’t be accurately describing the experience of the festival if I didn’t mention the mania over Ryan Gosling. I mentioned earlier about how we was responsible for us having to leave the backstage area of the Public Enemy to make room for his royal douchyness. The way that we exchange information is so insane these days that by Day 2 of the festival their was a Tumbler account documenting his every move at the festival.The minute we got backstage the first thing we see is Gosling and company being followed by a film crew that we would later learn was Austin filmmaker Terrence Malick shooting some candid footage of Gosling for an upcoming project –

 Unbeknown to me at the time, but the girl next to him (looking like the constant filming is giving her a migraine) is Roony Mara – who went on to play Lisbeth Salander in the English adaptation of The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo – I just thought she was just some super babe worthy of Gosling’s status. I would actually meet her at this same spot four months later unexpectedly during SXSW – .

Ok movie stars and super babes aside, what caught my attention was out of the corner of my eye I spot true royalty. I was having a conversation with Franki Chan while Erin was in the bathroom when I spot Joe Lally.
I knew that our tardiness had all but caused us to miss his set, but I had to ask him anyway – so I approached and he confirmed that I had indeed missed it for which I started cursing the sky and we had a good laugh and a nice talk. Joe is one of the coolest ever.

Wugazi

Ok so when we ran into Joe Lally, I just assumed that he was on his way to see this thing called Wugazi, an apparent mash-up of Fugazi songs and the raps of the Wu-Tang Clan, who were actually billed higher than Joe Lally, a member of Fugazi himself. Not that I thought Joe would have any interest in this but I joked with him that it would probably make him look like a dickhead if he didn’t at least have a small peek and then I teased him about his curiosity.
He seemed to only have heard of it and knew that they were playing but convinced me he had really no idea that they were about to go on 15 feet away.
So we walk over there, where we stayed all of about 3 mins and Joe left before I did – the picture below should do the talking as to why –

 

 

This is something that could only exist today – two extremely white, trust fund looking douche bags, who are able to convince the blogosphere that their idea is “genius” without ever having to prove how solid their work is and suddenly the cool factor gets them billed higher than an actual member of Fugazi. Unacceptable – their work was not solid and the samples they used were weak and the whole thing looked really embarrassing.

Donald Glover

Another attraction of this increasingly weird festival is they also had a tent dedicated to name comedy acts. All I’ve been hearing this year is about Donald Glover as the heir to the throne. That throne being the lineage of Foxx, Cosby, Pryor, Murphy, Rock, Chapelle – and I’m a committed fan of all of these heavyweights so I was very curious and thought it would be fun so we went over to check it out. I knew that his guy also has a rap group that was gonna be performing later so I was a bit leery of him.

 

 

The assumption is that fans of one medium think the other is unwatchable, or the historical pattern is that the artist’s talent resides heavily in one camp and the other “experiment” is hard to watch for everyone. What sets Glover apart is the fact that he is still an unproven fresh face in many respects, and that seems to give him limitless ambition. It’s clear that he takes both sides of his career very seriously. Serious dedication to comedy gives him a reputation as a very silly individual, which eventually ends up as defensive lyrics in his songs about how “hard”’ he is as a rapper. It’s a fine and difficult line that Glover treads sometime skillfully, to varying degrees of success. Seeing him perform for 30 mins in a tent in the middle of the day doesn’t even remotely make me an expert, but I think its fair to say, to that though I appreciate his new school attitude and ways of doing things, his material just isn’t that solid and it feels like it will date it to be trend happening now and overall his comedy seems a little too hip for me.

Dan Deacon

Though I’ve seen Dan Deacon numerous times and somewhat enjoyed it, the only reason we were over here to see this was because:
a) Their wasn’t anything else going on at the moment that we cared about
b) This stage is closest to the backstage refreshments and couches.
c) The act that we did wanna see was going on after him.

I was talking about this the other day, and finally figured something out – Among the colorfully dressed hipster types and their ironic behavior and painfully white guys using hip-hop slang and unnecessary beards, the one thing they are trying to achieve the most is a “moment” – That “moment” can only come when someone gives them a reason for everyone to jump up and down in unison in what looks like a controlled riot – that is what they are after, and even if they band SUCKS, and trust me, most of them do – as long as they are having the “moment” that will make a great pic for the social networks of choice they are happy.
Be it at a Girl Talk show, or Matt and Kim – as long as their cinematically jumping, they are happy.

 

 

This is the only way to fully explain the popularity of someone like Dan Deacon – Here is a guy that is fat, bald, really ugly and dresses like he’s autistic – and doesn’t sing or even play an instrument as far as I can tell – just sets up some gadgets on a table with loops from a Casio keyboard and blasts them though a speaker and that’s the show. But it gives everyone a reason to jump and have the moment and the potential of chaos is enough to attract people to watch and incite it themselves.
To make it even sexier, Deacon apparently doesn’t like stages to make it even more “I’m on your level,” , unconventional and pushes the potential for mayhem even higher – so while we were actually standing on stage – Deacon was setting up his table right on the other side of the barricadeThe sound for his set was atrocious, and you could tell it was killing him. And by extension, it killed me. He had the chance to get the crowd going on a few occasions, but overall a complete waste of time, other than it gave us a chance to actually stand on stage and get a great view. I looked to my right and their was fucking Gosling, dude was everywhere.

Kool Keith (substituting for Rakim)

Ok so we got word an hour or so ago that unfortunately Rakim, one of the acts I was most looking forward to seeing, had broken his foot and wasn’t going to be performing today. That sucks for all involved but holy shit as a replacement since he was in town (see above) – its Kool Keith to the rescue!

 

 

I had even remotely recovered from the weirdness of show last night, and seeing him in the middle of the day was as bizarre as he is but we were ready for more (I think) – but I don’t think he was ready for much more than either a nap or more drugs. Same as last night, Kurt just basically solo’d on the turntables and Keith would just rap a few bars of whatever song came into his head. Being one of the most, if not the most prolific rapper of all time, these lines could come from any of the staggering 50+ albums he’s released over the past 20 years. We got a bit of East West Hustlers and Blue Flowers that we didn’t get last night, but the only fully cohesive song he did at both shows was the Ultramagnetic Mc’s staple Poppa Large.
Right after he performed we ran into my buddy Igor, who took most of the pictures on this blog entry. He’s obviously a photographer and was running from stage to stage, so we only hung for a sec, but since he doesn’t drink he did give me his drink tickets. Thanks buddy.

Childish Gambino

Ok so as mentioned earlier, we had seen Donald Glover’s comedy set and now it was time for his rap act. For a guy who, a year ago, was mostly known—if at all—as part of the ensemble of a low-rated sitcom Community, the crowd hyped to see Gambino was staggering.

There are a couple reasons for it. Donald Glover, is an Internet phenomenon, propelled by social media savvy and a non-stop work ethic that has him crossing into many different worlds online.

 

 

We were back in that same position we have been last night squeezed behind the stage and dressing rooms where we met Chuck D. All in all is was actually pretty good, I went into pretty skeptical and I didn’t leave thinking they were any more legit than I did before I saw them, but the musicianship of the band was solid and the execution of the whole show was actually quite decent and enjoyable.

Lykke Li

Making the most of the day since we really only saw once act and taking advantage of our Access passes, we then ran through the backstage thoroughfare up to the side of the stage to see Lykke Li who I am a huge fan of.
More than anyone else we saw over the weekend, her use of visuals (monochrome outfits, thick smoke, billowing curtains and percussion as theater) to enhance her performance really showed forethought and planning—

 

 

Li also transformed Dance Dance Dance from debut album Youth Novels into an awesome drumstick battle with a bandmate, which the crowd ate up. It was a rare moment that one noticed the band, who generally stood back and stayed far out of Ms. Li’s spotlight. As the show pulled into the closing with hit Little Bit,it was obvious some numbers had been cut due to the late start—most notably Love Out Of Lust, which was sorely missed.
Li has such a distinct mix of beauty, showmanship and style. I’ve seen her a half a dozen times before and though you may not be able to tell from the above picture how much she tries to downplay her beauty, always wearing these long shapeless over-size robes, but seriously is their any real chance of hiding of freaking ridiculously hot she is? – One of my fave shows of the whole weekend.

The Damned

If only Danzig had stuck around to take notes while British Punk band The Damned showed them how to command a stage and address their audience. Frontman Dave Vanian was dressed to impress with slicked hair, shades, and leather gloves to go with his polished duds. The band sounded amazing, and even the young ones in the crowd were pulled in for the set. The music was great, and the commentary was too, with Dave and Captain Sensible poking ruthless fun at Danzig and his soup.

 

To drive home the “how uncool I am” narrative from before, I can’t think of this band without thinking about this: Summer of 1998 I had my first love – she was (and I’m sure probably still is) miles ahead of me in everything. She was a punk rawker into all the perverse cool shit, while my soundtrack that summer consisted of a steady diet of shit no one will ever think is cool like King’s X, 311, and Prince during his depressed phase. She was super into the Damned and the fact that they were true English punks and not mainstream in America like the Sex Pistols made it all the sexier.
We made a pilgrimage to legendary indie-record store Bill’s in Dallas where he charged her an exuberant amount of money for this one record, that some fat friend of hers stole that she wanted to replace. On the way home we also realized amid her excitement for getting the record that he never gave her back her change, in effectively doubling the price of the record! – We joked that we should have taken advantage of Bill’s homosexuality and had me purchase the record instead. I of course had never even heard of this band before that day which later soon contributed to her exit. I used to joke when people would ask me why we broke up I would reply “cause I have bad taste, and I don’t know anything about Crass” ( that and course my bad hygiene,which is a contradiction in terms if you think about it) – But hey, I didn’t know anything about her other favorite band, Ween, either and look how THAT turned out – Hang in there kids.

Major Lazer

….and then we walk just a few yards over from something tried and true to something new and fun, but really, really stupid. That’s the beauty of a festival like this. The ridiculousness was all in place, even amplified – more dancers, more songs, the Major Lazer in question still sports a bleached Mohawk and yells ridiculous catch phrases. “IS ANYONE DRUNK TONIGHT? WE’RE GONNA GET YOU DRUNK TONIGHT!”

 

 

 

 

I almost feel silly for criticizing it; Major Lazer has always been an entity that requires a specific state of mind and a specific place. I saw them at Coachella a few years ago and it was one of the most ridiculous and fun things of the whole weekend. I was clearly not in either, and as it wore on it became more annoying than entertaining because at that point I think I had reached musical saturation, and that’s the whole point right?.

…and you would think I would have – as this point of the night we had seen 7 bands, two wrestling matches, several movie stars, a comedian and enough dust covered hipsters to last a lifetime. But when you get locked in the tendency is to take it as far as you can, at least that always tends to be my tendency – see what I did there?

Aftershow –

Mates of State – The Parish

Ok, I always do this, and its so stupid – I convince myself that I have to do certain things, or therefore I’m lame and old, or just lame whatever. I get these stupid ideas in my head and make decisions because of them, no matter their practicality. This would be a perfect example.
Given all that I had been through in the past 24 hrs – drove from Dallas, saw Public Enemy and then a Kool Keith after-show, and all that we had seen and done today, it would be more than fair to just go home and go to bed.
But oh no, their was an after-show and so I kept pushing. One logical said that could be said is that it seems that when we are out doing stuff, her insanity begins to decrease, but left to the idle playground of the goddamn devil than all hell breaks loose, so I wanted to stay out as long as we could.
The other side of that is that, I don’t care one bit about Mates of State. I’ve never owned one record, couldn’t’ tell you one song and the few times I have seen them they were painfully average and boring.

 

 

So why was I here?, so fatigued I could barely stand – but soldiering on just so I could get to the finish line so that I could be satisfied that there wasn’t anything left to do that we hadn’t done. It’s a real character flaw of mine. We finally leave there when they finish and mercifully get home around 2am.Henry Rollins officiates wedding

Though I’m from the Dallas/Fort Worth and I don’t know them at all – I had heard that Henry Rollins was gonna be hosting the nuptials of Dallas-area residents and fest attendees Steven Hart and Page King prior to his show later tonight. This I had to see.

During the brisk and mildly absurd but ultimately touching ceremony, Rollins addressed the couple on the importance of the day before they exchanged their vows.

“Right now the two of you are surrounded and vastly outnumbered by people who want nothing more than your great happiness, and it’s safe to say many of them want for your happiness more than their own,” Rollins said. “With 7 billion people in the world and more than 200 million people in America the chances of you two intersecting are frankly against you. The fact that you found each other borders on being a miracle.”

A brief exchange of vows, ring exchange and first kiss was followed by a serenade by Internet sensation the Sexy Sax Man, who earned plenty of laughs and cheers from the crowd that was still applauding the new couple. This festival is freaking awesome.

Del the Funky Homosapien

Being the life-long student of Hip-Hop that I am and a long time fan of Del, I’ve never seen one of his solo shows. Proud to say that I have seen the Hieroglyphics as well as Deltron 30/30 but never just him doing his solo stuff. So I was very excited to check it out.

 

 

Two things that made this quite a bit of a disappointment for me was, one – again I LOVE hip-hop, and yes I tend to gravitate almost exclusively to the more intellectual based, worldly consciousness stylings of groups like the aforementioned Public Enemy and what is known as “underground hip-hop” which is silly, like Blackalicious, Juraasic 5, Busdriver, etc.
However the one thing that embarrasses me about the whole thing is their is an air of elitism that has nothing to do with me and socially it really gets on my nerves. Its so typical and boring that most of these groups play to nerdy, mostly white male (like me) audiences. But where I differ is I hate when they get on that “This is REAL hip-hop, this is the real shit” – and think they are better or somehow evolved than Lil Wayne or Drake. I personally can’t stand the music of Lil Wayne or Drake but its not because my tastes are so sophisticated because I’m so enlightened to what Hip-Hop really is.
I’m a white dude from Texas – how would this ever qualify me to the authentication of an originally all-black and completely original art form started in the South Bronx before I was born?
I just like what I like and leave the bullshit to the bullshitters, so that’s why it was disappointing when Del went off on some elitist non-sense for most of the time he was on stage.
The other was, I don’t know what she had taken or how much of it but whatever it was it had completely taken hold as every few verses I would look over at her and she was struggling to stand with her mouth wide open, eyes in the back of her head and completely unable to hold it together.
Even when I tried to hold her up she kept falling to the ground and gesticulating in ways that were beyond her control. It was terrifying, embarrassing, and I had no idea what to do about it. People were moving out her way like the casualty she was, while others were looking at me incredulously like “What the fuck is wrong with her?”.
I should have just gotten us out of there right then, but I was so disgusted with her and all that she had put me through and now the thing I had been waiting for all weekend, the 1-2-3 punch of Rollins/Posehn/Slayer were all up next and I perhaps selfishly, I wasn’t gonna let her bullshit blow it for me.I got her some water and we sat down for a bit. Thankfully she loves Henry Rollins and so I was hoping that this was gonna hold and keep her attention but having to stand and listen to someone talk for an hour is an undertaking in any condition.

Henry Rollins

We get over there and it felt like forever while we were standing there. People around us knew she was in bad shape and it was embarrassing and I had this fear that Rollins was gonna come out right as she finally nose-dived and then he would know it too and there would be a big scene.
We were right up front, (she is very short) and of course right when he starts, what looked like the local basketball team shows up and decided to stand right in front of us. I was aggressive with them and I didn’t care. Finally Rollins takes the stage and things are looking up.

 

 

 

 

Here are some of the topics he broached: travelings, North Korea, Blue Velvet, scaring the bejesus out of Dennis Hopper, John McCain, drugs, politics, life, longing, and “Life is short. You’ve got to get as many of these stories as you can under your cap.” In his parting words to the audience, where he enthused the importance of the contributions from each generation, he also imagined a world of “24-7 p-funk, Ramones block party.”
Freaking awesome as always.

Brian Posehn

Though we only caught the last half of Posehn’s 30 minute set – it was funny as hell and I was certainly in the need of a good laugh. Feeling inspired as always after seeing Rollins, it was great to laugh, if only for a sec before Slayer. I was also enjoying that, if you don’t know already that comedian Brain Posehn is a HUGE metal fan and one of its biggest ambassadors outside of the Metal community. He was a regular on the Sarah Silverman show and other Comedy Central programming. So this had to have been a freaking DREAM for him – instead of doing his bit in small two-drink minimum comedy club in some Midwestern city, here he was performing like a rock star on the biggest stage of huge festival in front of 10k people, in effect opening for Slayer. How fucking cool is that?

 

 

He talked a bit about that and did this great bit about ICP fans and a few other jokes I had heard him tell. And then he finished with a quip about masturbation and gave the horns and said “Now let’s get ready for Slayer!!”
Sounds good –

Slayer

There was a genuine roar from the crowd as the band—obscured on stage for the very beginning of the set by a huge white sheet upon which they projected pentagrams—launched into the brutal opening riff of the title track from 2009’s World Painted Blood. It’s okay, guys. Slayer is here.

 

 

The band’s set proceeded to dish out absolutely, non-stop, pummeling metal, because that is what Slayer is and does. If you wanted anthems of destruction and odes to Satan, then Slayer is your band.
Slayer is a singular, iconic artist. It’s more appealing now than ever, to more people than ever, to hear a band that just does what they do without any of those other concerns.
Slayer does not care how y’all are doing’ out there tonight, Austin. (Singer Tom Araya did make a “Are you having Fun Fun Fun yet” joke early on)

To drive home where I was mentally, you would think I would have OD’d on Slayer by now. This was my third show this year and my fifth in 13 months and have seen at least another dozen shows or more over the years, but I needed this. Being objective about the actual performance would be impossible for this night, normally I stand in the back and rawk a bit but overall I’m an analyzer, I don’t go for that “This is where you let your aggressions out” bullshit – but I needed an outlet for my frustrations so desperately, and holy shit is their a better therapist than a fucking Slayer show?
Yes there where other bands there that I knew and liked, but I needed something that I knew every word to – and let me tell you something, I rawked harder than I ever have in my life, and perhaps more than anyone there. You know that guy that you kinda fear because he’s so into it? That was me – I even almost jumped into the pit –
Saw this in the bathroom backstage –

 

 

We finally get out of there and instead of heading the Beauty Bar for Diplo‘s after-show party, I had to get her home and I was so beat I was ready myself.

The Big Four of Thrash Come To Bat at Yankee Stadium (Sept/2011)

Ok so just a few short weeks after the Big Four finally staged a concert in the U.S after doing 6 highly successful shows in Europe, it was announced that just one show wasn’t gonna do it. Though they staged the show at the site of Coachella in the Indio Valley, unlike Coachella were they get you all the way out there  believing it’s a once in a lifetime show, only to find out it’s just the start of a nationwide tour and you could have stayed home and wait for them to come to you, that their was gonna be just one other show. Fittingly it was on the East Coast this time, making sense geographically as well since as compared to the other three bands, Anthrax is famously from NYC and they were to stage it at Yankee Stadium for a legendary show.
For my experience, not just because I live in Brooklyn, but the entire vibe, not just geographically was so polar opposite to the West Coast edition. They both certainly had their moments and strengths – for the West Coast, it being the first one and it had that awesome California desert vibe, but for this one, personally I was much more involved and participating in a much larger capacity. Instead of just being a microscopic co-sponsor but mainly participating as a fan (which was awesome) – this time I was on the other side of things and wearing one of my older hats by covering the event as a journalist, with my coverage specifically centered around Anthrax.
Though the event largely went off as if had taken place anywhere, it would be difficult (and inaccurate) to ignore the personal weight this held for these longtime hometown heroes, to play the biggest show of their careers in their hometown in a sacred building of their youth, for a very special day in the Bronx.

The Big Four of Thrash Metal – September 14th – Yankee Stadium – The Bronx

The day had finally arrived – As much as a baseball fan I am I’ve never been to Yankee Stadium. If you don’t know, this was the first year for this stadium, as they tore down “The House That Ruth Built” last year and I kick myself for not going while I still had the chance. Though it was the same show as in California, the vibe and the experience could not have been more different and I mean that in the most positive of observations. Another thing was again I was much more involved and closer to it this time, it was taking place in the city I live in, and though I enjoyed Erin being with me in California, I didn’t have to be concerned with entertaining anyone and could focus on the work I wanted to do and the fun I wanted to have, and this took on a whole other vibe for me as well.

So here I am, finally out front of Yankee Stadium, and this time I was in no hurry and got to enjoy the scenery of seeing the Metal Nation taking over the Bronx in NYC’s version of tailgating. My buddy Nate, who didn’t actually go in to the show, took some great shots that do a good job of summing up what it felt like to be there.

The Press Box

Now this time, as offically a member of the press, I had to go through the doldrums of waiting for the doors to open and stand with the other press members who were gathered together sizing each other up like animals in the wild trying to establish a power hierachy. Either proudly announcing who they were writing for, or sheepishly hiding it in a “no, you tell first” kinda game to see who should be sweating who. I wanted nothing to do with it and resisted telling everyone that I wrote for the American Journal of Proctology
This one guy was going up to everyone seemingly to introduce himself but in reality was so impressed with himself that it was like he had just got breast augmentation surgery and was eager to show them off –

New Tits – Who are you with?

Me – “…Ameri….”

New Tits –  (before I can even get the second sylabble out of my mouth..and LOUDLY) “Consequence of Sound! , good to meet ya!”

Me – (trying not to barf on his Keds)

So finally we are all checked in and credentialed and the excitment is growing for all of us. It kind of had that special feeling of a field trip in third grade (and I’m not being glib here) As we were all lead together through a special elevator up to one of the most famed press rooms in the history of sports.

The excitement is paramount now, we are all little kids, it was like the first day on the Real World and we were all excitedly choosing our bedrooms. Their were big plush office chairs and outlets for phone chargers and laptops, everyone buzzing with exceeded expecation. It made me feel good, like I had purpose and was doing something bigger than I had anticipated. Though its a new stadium, I couldn’t help but think of all of the NYC sportswriters of the last century and how things used to be.

I started to swell with pride thinking of the Chipmunks, the legendary beatnik-like group of NYC sportwriters and their nemesis, Jimmy Cannon, who came before them and gave them the unflattering name and all the important work those guys did – not to mention the view:

…….that is….until I didn’t.

I had work to do and on a personal level this whole thing meant the world to me and I was going to get what I had come for and it wasn’t going to happen up here. Though she had nothing to do with it, I just wanted to tell you a fun story about a truly beautiful girl, I had to get out of here and here’s why:
For starters, as unprofessional (and certainly ungrateful) as it sounds, I didn’t come here to sit down for this, nor do so from 200 yards away.
Secondly, as the other nerds were dancing around with menus in their hands screaming about how we “were getting free sodas! & lunch is only $5.00 for us!”
I didn’t feel grateful, or important – I felt embarrassed.
Like this is as good as it gets for these guys, am I on the same sinking ship? No fucking way –
And I know I sound all above it and shit, but you have to bear in mind, that though I identify as a writer and it’s truly what I wanna do with my life, in my normal day job, I’m on the other side of things. I’m the Tour Manager keeping everything in order, I’m the Manager in the Production Office dealing with overzealous entitled press types – was I now hanging with the kind of guy on the outside side of the rope that thinks he knows what’s going on inside? The kind of guy we laugh at on the tour bus after the shows? –
The things these dudes were saying, they were clueless and pathetic – I was at the loser table during lunch in High School and I was getting the fuck out of here.
I thought to myself “I know Eddie Trunk’s fat Jersey ass is down there watching sidestage, he’s a member of the press, what separates him from me?”
Then I realized that, that’s the real press down there and I was up here jerking off with these bozos  – that was all the motivation I needed – I was getting down there.

Anthrax

I was going to leave the Press Box anyway (at least momentarily) as the first order of business that I had today since my coverage was centered on Anthrax
(as it should be as though they were going on first, it’s totally these New Yorkers day) and I had to get over to the Hard Rock Cafe behind Home Plate to cover something very special. Bronx Borough President Ruben Diaz, Jr. was declaring today “Anthrax Day” in the Bronx. Though Charlie (drummer) moved to Chicago a few years ago and Scott (guitarist) has been Mr. Los Angeles for sometime now, you would never not equate this band with NYC.

A cool way to start things off and I was so proud of them and proud to be there, I either am the only one that had the proper access or interest as I didn’t see anyone else from the Press Box in here covering this. The press that were here besides me didn’t go up to the Press Box, they went through the tunnel towards the dressing rooms so I followed and no one stopped me, so I guess my pass got me further than I thought so its a good thing I made the attempt.
I see some guys from the Anthrax crew that I had met at the California show, photographer Andy Buchanan and few other handlers I recognize.
I naturally stayed out of the way but I enjoyed the gleeful abandon that these guys were displaying as they were putting on faux Yankee jerseys and t-shirts with their names on the backs.

Ok its finally showtime and I was afforded a great perspective as Anthrax took to the massive stage set up in centerfield.

Bronx Borough President Ruben Diaz, Jr. came out with them and showed a video of the ceremony I had attended a few mintutes before and said

“Bronx is the home of hip-hop and salsa, and today, the Bronx is also the home of heavy metal.” before reading aloud the proclamation:

 “For over 30 years, Anthrax continues to ‘Bring the Noise’ through the ‘Persistence of Time’ in the Bronx, New York City and across the world; and

WHEREAS: Anthrax, a band with strong Bronx roots, is worshipped by their fans worldwide for giving them a ‘Fistful of Metal,’ both by touring and selling albums in the millions; andWHEREAS: Today, I welcome Anthrax back home, as they ‘Keep It in the Family’ ‘Among the Living’ of the Bronx, while bringing a ‘State of Euphoria’ through the ‘Sound of White Noise’ to tens of thousands of people in Yankee Stadium;

NOW, THEREFORE, I Ruben Diaz Jr., President of the Borough of The Bronx, do hereby proclaim September 14, 2011

ANTHRAX DAY IN THE BRONX

And urge my fellow citizens to take appropriate recognition of the occasion and get ‘Caught in a Mosh.'”

I’ve been following this band’s career for close to 25 years and to be five feet from the most important day of their professional lives while their familes were all around me in tears is something that will never leave me.

There was a small but dedicated fanbase in place for Anthrax’s 4pm start. (small meaning their will still close to 10k people roaring).
Logic dictated that they come on first. But given the specialness of the day, and they also happen to be serious Yankees fans, it would have been nice to have given them a higher slot. The early weekday start time and tedious security procedures certainly accounted for the size of the crowd, with fans complaining of hour-long waits to get through the gates and into their seats. If the setting was sleepy, the band was beyond amped.

Joey’s vocals sounded strong and clear and the guitar tones that blasted out across the field and stands at the Stadium were crisp and cutting, generating waves of headbangers as the seats slowly filled.
A half dozen mosh pits opening up on the wide general admission section on the field during classic song Indians. The energy was raw and biting, and the hometown band lived up their hour of glory, Belladonna donning an NYPD hat for half the set, and guitarist Scott Ian taking a cross-borough jab, claiming that the show was originally supposed to be at the New York Mets’ Citifield stadium, but that the Big 4 “couldn’t play at the home of losers.” Treacherous words for the Bayside, Queens native, but the line went over well with the pin-striped crowd.
By the middle of their set the crowd had doubled in-size and they took off the pinstripes to reveal another special metal/baseball themed jersey.

The band had much to celebrate, with their new album Worship Music freshly debuted the day before, singer Joey Belladonna back in the frontman position to rave reviews, and the band full of Yankee fans playing the venue of their dreams.

Setlist:

Fight ‘Em ‘Til You Can’t
Got The Time
Madhouse
Caught In A Mosh
Antisocial
The Devil You Know
Metal Thrashing Mad
I Am The Law

Fans who attended Monday night’s Metal Masters Clinic at Best Buy Theater might have felt some déjà vu as Anthrax’s setlist was virtually identical, but that didn’t make the energy on songs like Caught in a Mosh and Anti-Social any less gripping. As the band exited fittingly to Sinatra’s New York, New York smiles a mile wide, I can honestly say it was one of the greatest moments of my professional career.

Megadeth

Ok so in order to ensure that the right families/friends were seeing the bands they had come to see and prevent the same people staying in the same choice spots, they would rotate the sections on the wings of the stage. My pass was only really good for Anthrax anyway (and even that I’m unsure of really) so I cheated a bit and just went through the backline to the other side to get ready for Megadeth. I had heard on Monday from bassist Dave Elefson, that main dude Mustaine, was having serious health issues that could threaten them playing today. Mustaine addressed this, the moment they stepped ontage:
He explained that he’d been in the hospital the day before for neck surgery. “I shouldn’t be playing right now,” he told the crowd, “but I’m doing this for you.”

And as always he was fascinating to watch: serious and flinty voiced, a generous and hard-working guitar player, as he traded off solos with Chris Broderick, the most recent in a line of second-order Megadeth soloists.

Mr. Mustaine remains a skeptical figure from what we’d now consider a naïve time, when tough-minded, self-taught virtuosos wore spandex; he sang one argumentative song after another, about paranoia and demagoguery and religious wars. But whether the problem was his neck or something else, there was a sense of distance in his performance. He didn’t get all the way in.
Towards the end of their set I headed back up to the press box, before someone asked me to do so forcefully, as I also had to get ready to go downstairs to the main conference room for Anthrax’s post-show press conference (all the bands were doing this sans Metallica)
When I got back up to that eagle’s nest I had a unique perspective once again and the timing was perfect:
Just as Megadeth were entering the home stretch, a lone fan jumped the front wall of the stands and bolted for the general admission section in the outfield as the Holy Wars solo peaked. They had roped off all of the infield and the dugouts and that shit is sacred ground and obviously off-limits.
With security officers racing after him, if he’d veered another 20 feet to his left he may very well have successfully made it over a single barricade and blended into the pits, but instead he ran smack into three more guards who took him down hard in a glorious heavy metal concert moment.

Setlist:

Trust
Hangar 18
She-Wolf
Public Enemy #1
Headcrusher
A Tout Le Monde
Sweating Bullets
Symphony Of Destruction
Peace Sells
Holy Wars… The Punishment Due

 

  Half-Time (I know its baseball but hey

Ok so now we had some time to kill as I guess it makes sense to wait for as much darkness as you can before putting Slayer on.
So now I had over an hour, but that time was going to be very full. I’m glad I was already in the press box by the time Megadeth had finished.
My next order for this time was (again my main focus here was Anthrax) to go back to the Hard Rock Cafe to cover the Anthrax signing, which I could have just skipped and caught up with them right after at the press conference, however I had a friend from Texas in town that had come all this way up here to see this show and he was by himself. So naturally I wanted to take a sec to arrange to meet up with him and catch up and get him to the signing to meet Anthrax, obviously by his ambition, you can tell he lives this shit.
I find Keith who I had not seen in probably close to 7 years – if you have been to any metal show in or around Dallas,TX in the last 20 years you probably have a story or at least seen this older, menacing looking dude that spends most of the show crowd-surfing – that’s Keith. He’s actually from the East Coast and has family in Staten Island where he was staying, but for the 20 years that I’ve known him he has always lived in Texas. We had been in contact all week and I tipped him off to get to the stadium in style via the Rocks Off cruise that also surely saved him from the parking nightmare. We found each other easily and went inside to catch up and see the Anthrax guys.
Afterwards I had to go downstairs for the press conference and he had to go represent for his fave band ever Slayer, who was up next. When I made a joke that NYC was about to know what it feels like to have him in the house, he confessed his restraint of everything responsible for going to get him back to Texas was on his person currently, so when I mentioned I had my own desk in the press box, his face lit up as if to say “Can you hold this stuff for me so I can enjoy this shit the way I want?” – Who was I to deny the Bronx a little taste of home.Ok so I head downstairs for the Anthrax press conference and if it wasn’t so impossible to feel so good and proud for them I could have felt bad for them –
Here’s why:
In spite of everything, they had to go on so early that they played to less than a fourth of the stadium’s capacity – While the bourough president was introducing them, his mic kept cutting out so bad that it made the presentation difficult to enjoy, I had heard Charlie being rightfully disgusted that he had to actually buy tickets to the show for his family and now they arrive to an almost empty press room.

 The situation was kinda tense in the room, no one asked returned singer Joey Belladonna a single question, and main face of the band Scott Ian looked miserable and clearly didn’t wanna be there. In fact, an act I thought disrespectful, and kinda diva-like, he was constantly texting or tweeting on his phone and just seemed “above it”. And the sad thing is that this guy always kinda seems this way – for me when I was 13 he was the guy – the always smiling, dude in board shorts making wise-ass jokes – the only one of the Big Four certainly to introduce humor to the equation. But here now and for some reason in all the times we have met over the years, I’ve always got Grumpy Guy. The glass is half full guys – so say it that way –

“We played at Yankee Stadium – period”
“The president of the Bronx introduced and gave us our very own day”
“People are interested in our new album and here now, probably gonna miss Slayer to speak to us”

Having said that, maybe it was because the questions were all awful and droning – the only person to ask any valid questions, and it wasn’t just valid by comparison, came from (if you look to the picture right above) the two ladies seated in front of me who also had clearly come together (more on them later).

The Hallway of Dreams

Now we are gonna get into some serious documentative style shit – Again after the conference was over and we were to return to the press elevator I (innocently) zigged when everyone else zagged and from a total fan’s point of view, had left the wardrobe and found myself in Metal’s version of Narnia.
The we are not in Kansas anymore moment came almost immediately when I started seeing signs directing the Slayer crew to catering and an actual map to Metallica’s dressing room – Holy fucking shit
As I twist through another turn of this tunnel/hallway, completely uncontested and at times totally alone, I come upon the most bizarre sight of all – All four members of Slayer (it was Gary Holt instead of Jeff Hanneman, immediately solving that mystery for me, and soon everyone else) getting into a golf cart, indoors mind you like they had stolen it and were about to take it for a joy ride. Now I have been on the road with name bands playing huge festivals so I know that this is just simply the mode of transport to take them to the stage, but if you had seen this private moment as I had, a total outsider, it would have left you dumbstruck as well. And if didn’t this next little piece will –
As they are backing the cart up, Kerry King is hanging off the back of it – and makes the beep-beep noise continually – the universal sound of machinery in reverse – and somehow we are communicating – he’s looking at me as if to say “What you do you think of the accuracy of these noises, pretty solid right?”
And somehow I understood him strangely enough to give him an average rating of simply holding my hand flat and shake it side-to-side, the universal gesture for so-so.
He laughs outloud that I understood him and as this thing that is carrying the cast of Slayer whips by me, King shows his gratitude by slapping me a hard high-five in victory. It was all I could do to catch my breath as I was watching them ride away on a golf cart to go pillage Yankee Stadium.
The fun doesn’t stop there – As I’m wrestling with a “did that just freaking happen?” agape mouth, I had no time to recover – As I was just standing there trying to look like I belonged there – I could see another figure fastly approaching to my left – I didn’t bring my glasses so there was no recognition until he was right in front of me – whoever this person was – he walked fast – almost like exercise – with an intense scowl on his face – I worried he was coming with my marching papers – I stood there frozen – and as he passes me – looking straight ahead – scowl even more intense – I recognize him to be the person arguably responsible for this whole event happening – its Lars Ulrich of Metallica.
Trailing slightly behind him was his elfish like manager – Cliff Burnstein. I can’t be for certain, but since they were in motion and I stood there, almost expectant, I think the scowl was for me, that in no uncertain terms if you are waiting to approach me, don’t.

I didn’t even grasp it was him, (and I was struck by how advanced in age he appeared) and given the velocity of his stride until he was already 10 lengths down the corridor, as I was also distracted that as he passed from my left, coming up from my right was pro wrestler Triple H, who I later saw watching Slayer from the wings:

Slayer

So, I just followed the yellow brick road in the direction of where I saw the Slayer guys being carried off to and found myself where I was before for Anthrax.
I walk up the ramp to access the backline area but can’t find my way over to the sidestage area and was worried I was asking for trouble. I run into Kerry King’s guitar tech Butts again (RIP – we miss you brother) and he’s busy but let’s me attempt to reproduce my photo from California

Ok, the chill is in the air, time to get evil. Slayer were the only one of the four without any source of light except the stage: the sun had gone down by South of Heaven, and the singer Tom Araya, stock still and staring straight ahead, spit out his lyrics so fast that they couldn’t be displayed on the outfield’s digital screens, as they were for the other bands.

A Slayer show is like getting pounded over the head repeatedly with a sonic sledgehammer, and pound away they did. There were no song introductions, little stage banter, or even any acknowledgement of the historical nature of the concert like Anthrax and Megadeth had done.With Araya unable to headbang, Lombardo obviously being tied to the drums, and Holt really being a guest, this has become the Kerry King show. I’ve never seen him move around so much on stage before.

The entire stadium banged their collective heads to Angel Of Death the band’s final song of their set, amidst a wash of gelled red lights that coloured the entire stadium blood red. It was a genuine spectacle to behold.
At this point, there was hardly an empty seat to be seen in the venue. The crowd was at its apex and eager to see Metallica take the stage.

Setlist:

Disciple
Postmortem
Hate Worldwide
War Ensemble
Psychopathy Red
Mandatory Suicide
Chemical Warfare
Silent Scream
Dead Skin Mask
Snuff
South Of Heaven
Raining Blood
Black Magic
Angel Of Death

Metallica

 An aura of excitement slowly grew in the hallways, stairwell, and bathroom lines. Slayer, Megadeth, and Anthrax have all played two or more shows in the New York region in the past year, with all three bands featured together on last October’s Jagermeister Tour, but Metallica has not been anywhere near NYC since the end of 2009, when they played two nights at Madison Square Garden. While tonight’s first three acts all put on raging, skull-rattling performances of the highest caliber, there was one reason fans were filling the revered home of the New York Yankees instead of a local arena, and that reason is named Metallica.

Still had quite a bit of time to kill, and I hadn’t eaten all day and I knew that there was no way I was gonna be allowed to be up here during their set. Just as in California, you had to have a special pass just for their set (again as if you needed a reminder of who was running this show). So I ran back up to the Press Box, grabbed some food and a quick beer, before heading down to the stadium floor. I was happy about this as well because, god knows how grateful I am for the access I’ve enjoyed all day, there is still something restrained when you watch from the stage and now, for the last band of this special day, I wanted to be, not in the press box as a journalist, nor backstage as a contemporary, but in the crowd as a fan.

Now it was time: There is just something special about this band and their shows are always something of provenance, and today all of that just seemed elevated to a peak that not even a veteran like me could have prepared for. As I did in California, I called my buddy and Metallica historian Ryan, to share the moment of   Ennio Morricone‘s always soul-touching intro The Ecstasy of Gold.
After their signature montage of the Good The Bad and The Ugly footage, the band took the stage.
James Hetfield addressed the audience immediately, asking them if they felt good. He then said, “We’re here to make you feel better!” and the band launched into Creeping Death.

Metallica is the reason casual music fans even know that the genre of heavy metal exists. Metallica is the reason radio stations and cable music channels use any resources on metal programming. Metallica is the force behind countless inspired musicians, workout routines, and drivers doing 90 mph down a stretch of highway, and Metallica was the reason that 50,000 heavy metal fans were invited into Yankee Stadium to rock out, and Metallica more than lived up to expectations.

The calibrated set list was almost identical to what the band played in Indio. A proper retrospective, with songs fast and slow and medium, compassionate and merciless.
As expected, the last set also included a song involving members of all four bands. James made a small jab at the other guys for appearing to have complainged about always doing the same song, Am I Evil? and alluding to that the cheif complaint was that the song, though a cover, has been a staple of Metallica’s live set for most of their career so it could potentially seem that all the other guys were just simply joining Metallica for one of their songs.
That’s not to say that James also didn’t couple this with some really sincerce and heartfelt words for the other bands as well while waiting for the other guys to setup. He mentioned how thrilled they were to be playing the stadium and that it was a really big deal for their friends in Anthrax.

Today is Anthrax Day! – I am so fucking happy for those guys, and we are so honored that we could a part of this special day, we enjoy being with our friends”.
He named each band and when he said Megadeth, he added:

“That’s right. I said friends. It feels weird to say today but it’s true.”

So in the interest of fairness and to change things up a bit they did a different song. Cleverly it was a version of Motorhead’s Overkill, a song that keeps stopping and starting up again. Each time it reanimated, a different drummer took over: Lars Ulrich of Metallica, Dave Lombardo of Slayer, Charlie Benante of Anthrax; the guitarists traded off too.

The band removed their respective instruments and Lars left his drum kit and approached the crowd, mouthing “No More! Go the fuck home!” This was all a red herring of course, as the band donned their instruments for one more tune, their signature set closer Seek and Destroy, from their very first album Kill ‘Em All, now thirty years old.

Setlist:

Creeping Death
For Whom The Bell Tolls
Fuel
Ride The Lightning
Fade To Black
Cyanide
All Nightmare Long
Sad But True
Welcome Home (Sanitarium)
Orion
One
Master Of Puppets
Blackened
Nothing Else Matters
Enter Sandman

Encore:

Overkill (w/other members of The Big 4)
Battery
Seek & Destroy

The Big 4 show started promptly at 4pm and went past 11pm by the time Seek & Destroy finished up – seven hours of relentless metal by four relentless bands, all playing at the top of their game. Historical indeed.  At thirty years into their respective careers, I doubt a single member in Metallica, Slayer, Megadeth and Anthrax would EVER have thought they’d still be playing their music for this long, and certainly not together in a venue like this.

Epilogue –

Like at their other shows the party atmosphere crescendos with giant black beach balls falling by the dozens (this show also ended with an insane fireworks display as well) to be passed around the crowd – these things were half the size of a person. I really wanted to bring back something special for Ryan and when I saw that these balls were specially printed just for this show commemorating the event I had to get one, and not to be deterred, I caught one:
These things were downright undeflatable – which ultimately lead to a pretty brown situation for me navigating it as I was leaving inside and outside the stadium, for which I will get to here in a sec.
I make my way back up to the press box one last time to retrieve my things and then to find Keith to return his personables, compare notes, and maybe have a post-show drink.
I find him at the merch booth (naturally) where he’s about to drop a car payment on swag but he was wanting something specific and it took awhile. So when we finally exited with his new prize, we were literally the last people other than grounds crew to leave the stadium and there was something infinitely cool and immediately reflective about that.
We get outside, light a smoke and we are again two teenagers (exhausted ones albeit) buzzing from what an amazing day we had on every level.
As we are walking still just feet from the stadium entrance, I’ve got a 10 lb computer bag in one hand and the giant beach ball under my other arm, still so inflated that my arm is almost extended completely.
Now as I was making my way out of the stadium, sure there were several playful attempts to separate me from the ball by other fans but they were all non-threatening. As Keith and I are deep in dialogue, this frat looking dude and his buddies meet us head on and we have to do that little dance thing to let the other guy pass. He too was offering something initially totally playful by grabbing the ball, but somewhere in the middle of this, it seemed he had changed his mind or it occurred to him given my hands-full disadvantage and the late hour, that he really could take this ball from me – and he went for it.
First by just simply walking me backwards with the ball under my arm, but then he lunged and I didn’t let go by instinct, thus dropping my computer bag and doing untold damage.
Sure it was just a beach ball and I wasn’t gonna die for it, but I had already text Ryan a pic of it and also fuck this guy.
So the next thing I know this guy is on top of me with only the ball separating us and I thought how silly we must have looked. We were rolling around on the pavement slugging each other for control.
Now as I mentioned before, Keith can be an intimidating looking dude, which speaks to either their stupidity/audacity or simply the lack of premeditation as I mentioned before, but he was letting me handle it while keeping an eye on my bag.
I’m fighting this guy on the ground and I say “Keith, can I get a little help here?” – computer be damned – as he starts walking towards us, the guy gives it up and Keith gives me hand to stand up, sore rib, bloodied elbows.
As they were now a safe distance I heard the offender shout mockingly “Haaaay Keith, can I get a little help here? hahaha”
I wanted to run after this asshole and shove this ball up his ass – but Keith brought me back to life and I decided to shake it off. Not really the last memory I wanted to have on such a special day – but there was nothing anyone could have done, the least of which those cheesy pricks, to ruin this perfect day.

Like any good sequel, they always leave room for speculation for another, but this time it really felt like this was it.
We shall see…

Metal Masters Clinic 2 –  September 12th – Best Buy Theater – Times Square

To unpack things a bit – two days before the big event at the stadium, Revolver Magazine took advantage of everyone being in town to stage their second annual Metal Masters Clinic as a lead-up to the big day featuring Anthrax’s Frank Bello and Charlie Benante, Megadeth’s David Ellefson, Slayer’s Kerry King and additionally, drummer Mike Portnoy from Dream Theatre, every band represented except for Metallica.

It was also going to serve as the opening act to a “special secret show” but we will get to that in a moment. For metal nerds like me this was a freaking wet dream to see all of these guys together and the anticpation of what was instore was paramount.
The show begins with Bello, Benante and Ellefson demonstrating some techniques and talking about their music careers.
Bello was a natural joker at the microphone, heckling fans in the crowd and explaining how he likes to play bass along to pay-per-view pornography late at night. Benante and Ellefson also gave advice and played some classic tracks from their respective bands.

While at times the narration grew slow, the interactions gave way to some fantastic jamming, especially when Benante and Portnoy engaged in a drum duel that jumped around classic beats from Iron Maiden, Led Zeppelin, Rush, Metallica, and more. But while fans gamely applauded the drum n’ bass routines, whispers circulated around the crowd wondering when Kerry King was going to appear.

The audience of about 300 fans didn’t have to wait too long – at the end of Portnoy and Benante’s jam, they broke into the unmistakable breakdown rhythm of Raining Blood, Portnoy’s high hats even imitating the track’s thunder and rain, and the fearsome Kerry King strode out on stage ripping through the classic metal riff as fans cheered wildly. Kerry declined to speak directly to the crowd as the other musicians had, but let his guitar do the talking instead. The group, now featuring Anthrax’s Scott Ian as well, jammed through Am I Evil, perhaps signalling that Wednesday night’s ‘Big 4 Jam’ will be a different song, and then ripped through some Slayer music as well, with Bello jumping on vocals and the crowd singing along.

Like that wasn’t enough? – Talk about surprises and shit dreams are made of? – Here comes out of fucking nowhere Phil Anselmo from Pantera to sing with one of the most impressive house bands the heavy metal world could ever muster. Infamous for refusing to sing/acknowledge the Pantera catalog even after Dimebag’s untimely death, what was he gonna do? – Historians would be hard pressed to ignore another signifier that just yesterday was the passing of the 10th anniversary of the 9/11 tragedy (and if you had forgotten, the military state of police in Times Square just outside were a quick reminder) and music historians also know that this derailed Pantera while on tour and they never played together again and Anselmo hasn’t sang a Pantera song in public in any capacity since.
Until now –
The unthinkable was happening as the band ripped into the crushing riff from A New Level as the crowd as well as myself went positively batshit.

And it didn’t stop there as Phil, clearly relishing his brief return to Pantera frontman, launched the band into an even more impressive rendition of Fucking Hostile. Unbelievable – I was so proud to have witnessed it and feel the giddiness not only from me but the crowd and most importantly the players themselves.
And just like that, the clinic was over, and fans excitedly snapped pictures of the super-group posing on stage. For the lucky folks who made sure to get to the venue early, much more was in store. Ellefson, Portnoy, Bello, Benante, and King all sat down to patiently sign autographs for almost an hour, It was like a Trekkie convention for Metal.

I was doing plenty of nerding out myself – grabbing a copy of every free thing I could get my hands on which generously their was quite alot of for my buddy Ryan who again was only here in spirit. One thing that I was over the moon about was in keeping with the baseball motiff for the big show, Revolver Magazine had a cutout in a special issue they were also giving away of trading cards for every member of the bands comprising the Big Four in the model of 1986 Topps baseball cards.

Why 1986? – Maybe that was the year the band’s put out their best work, etc? But for me it had an even more gratifying meaning. Not that you should care, but anyone who knows me, though you wouldn’t immediately identify me as a sports nut, knows that baseball rivals my passion for music and most of my favorite childhood memories are rooted in baseball card collecting and the first set I started with was the 1986 Topps set. So that model is like my birthright and when I saw it, and I had just seen Phil Anselmo sing Pantera songs for the first time in 10 years (remember I’m from Texas) as silly as it sounds, I almost got emotional.

Ok we are just getting started! – Now it was time for tonight’s headliner – Billed as Satan’s Lounge Band – an ode to some secret hometown shows Anthrax did back in 1989 at legendary metal club, L’amour in Brooklyn, at the height of their fame.
Tonight wasn’t just a warm-up gig for Anthrax before the big day – this was also a celebration of 30 years of being a band, the return of vocalist Joey Belladonna who came back onboard at the beginning of the year, and recorded arguably the best cd of their career, Worship Musicthat was going to be finally released tonight at midnight. This was a huge night for them and again I couldn’t have been more proud to be here .

The lights dimmed in the theater once more, and Anthrax came out in its entirety, and when singer Joey Belladonna came out – the place lost their shit. I’ve lived in NYC since 2006 and I’ve never (and always wanted to) seen a NYC Anthrax show, and certainly not one featuring Belladonna on vocals. During the brak I had gone ot ot smoke and ran into my buddy Dan, who was is also from Texas. He was working the show and instrumental in securing me a sidestage view.
Bello and Ian played with a ferocious energy, Bello literally jumping up and down as he moved around the stage, and it seemed that the clinic had merely warmed up the group’s members for their first headlining show in some time. They were tight, vicious, and sounded completely natural with Joey back on vocals, and fans frequently chanting out the singer’s name between songs.

Anthrax (Satan’s Lounge Band)

Phil Anselmo made another appearance during their set, singing with Belladonna on a new Anthrax tune making the show even more historic.

The show wrapped up with I Am The Law, and the beaming members of Anthrax encored with one last new song, Earth on Hell, as they proudly counted down the minutes to the midnight release of the new record. Waving a banner that incorporated the band name into the Yankees logo

Joey and his bandmates reminded fans that they go on at 4pm sharp on Wednesday, and urged everyone to get inside Yankee Stadium early to catch their set.

Setlist:

Fight ‘Em ‘Til You Can’t
Got the Time (Joe Jackson cover)
Caught in a Mosh
Antisocial (Trust cover)
The Devil You Know
Indians (with Phil Anselmo)
Madhouse
Metal Thrashing Mad
Only
I Am the Law

Encore: 

Earth on Hell (first performance with Joey Belladonna)

Anthrax – The Tonight Show with Jimmy Fallon – September 7th – Rockafeller Center – NYC

Almost a week earlier, Anthrax appeared on network tv for the first time in almost 20 years with a scorching performance on The Tonight Show with Jimmy Fallon, playing two songs, the new The Devil You Know & the classic Caught In A Mosh.

I had requested tickets a few weeks before as their publicist Heidi who’s also a long time friend had tipped me off. I didn’t get the initial request so I just went down there for standby tickets and got in no problem. I learned later that I could have just received a Green Room pass if I had known, had the ego to ask for one. Today that would have been no problem haha. Good times.

Photos – 

Roy Turner
Nate “Igor” Smith
Chad Batka
Andy Buchanan

 

The Big Four of Thrash Metal finally comes to the States! (West Coast) (Apr/2011)

Since we got here, we hit the ground running, first with the Revolver Golden God Awards, then two nights of Prince and then now today we are taking a ride out in the desert to one of the country’s premiere outdoor venues to witness the culmination of a 30 year dream of all four bands of Thrash Metal, the only genre I can claim as my own – Metallica, Slayer, Megadeth and Anthrax, playing together for the first time ever in the United States.

The Big Four of Thrash Metal – Empire Polo Fields – April 23rd – Indio, CA

It was strange to be taking that long drive out to the Coachella Valley like I had done 9 of the last 10 years in April, without the vibe/buildup of the Coachella Festival experience (that this year’s edition was just held the previous weekend) and that we were about to have a completely different experience and memory of this now almost sacred ground and witness something for my money to be even more special.
For one day, the site of the most prestigious music festival in North America became the center of the metal world as the Big 4 Festival materialized for its one and only time in the United States after successful Big 4 gigs in Europe last Summer.

 

After the rigors of parking and getting our credentials and clearing security we were finally on the grounds and ready to take this in.
Erin had never been out here before so it was great to show a first-timer.
The outdoor setting, an oasis in the desert that had drawn an entire community of men and women who bonded over nothing other than a shared love of the very canon of heavy music was home that night to something special.

An aspect I am most appreciative to Goldenvoice about is the lack of over-saturation of sponsors or flagrant “branding.” The aforementioned Playstation area and some of the other corporate residency was never distracting or annoying. Avoiding commercialization when featuring four of the most popular bands in the world is silly, but like I said before the value of the event and the sincerity of the history of this one-time gig never felt compromised. The music and the legendary bands that were the centerpiece of the day were never marginalized.

We make our way backstage to get settled, Trickykid was one of the sponsors for one of the tuning suites backstage and this time the Curse of just missing Taylor – was nowhere to be found, as one of the first things we see is Taylor Momsen walking around back there in a Metallica shirt and no pants, and it appeared maybe not much else:

 

There is no one in the freaking world right now as sexy as her – Ok so now down to business:

Anthrax –

The order of bands followed its way up the poster – and make no mistake about it, as if you didn’t already know, this wasn’t a festival of equality, this was from beginning to end a Metallica production with three opening acts, but having said that, the sets never felt abbreviated.
Anthrax kicked things off pretty early at 4 p.m. with Caught in a Mosh and I almost immediately got emotional. This is the only truly American musical art form since jazz and the only one I claim as my own since I’ve lived it since its beginning. If you had told me and my buddy Steve when we were 14 and my sister was dropping us off to see Exodus and Anthrax, that 20 years later you would be out in the California desert with all 4 bands and at a working capacity and being literally onstage with these guys, our heads would have caved in.
This and the longevity of it all swelled as pride within me and I was beaming.
Equally proud of Anthrax who have just totally got their shit together this year. After being in pieces for so many years they have returned so large and unthinkably strong with vocalist and the person you want singing for Anthrax, Joey Belladonna and perhaps their best record ever, Worship Music. I’m not sure if its just Belladonna’s return, who sounds better than now he has in the band’s 30 year history and the dude hasn’t aged a day – He looks exactly the same! or it gave the band the kick in the ass it needed or just the need to want to do their best in front of their peers, and also the only band on the bill not from California so they came to represent andt this is a band totally reinvigorated and literally back from the dead.

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In contrast with other outdoor festivals, the Big 4′s powerhouse lineup meant that the crowd did not have to work its way into showing enthusiasm and letting the music take hold. While the crowd grew larger as the day progressed the right atmosphere was always present – I just really can’t say it any better than that – and especially for Anthrax, this was easily the biggest show the band has ever played in America.Setlist:

Caught in a Mosh
Got the Time (Joe Jackson cover)
Madhouse
Among the Living
Antisocial (Trust cover)
Indians
Fight ‘Em Till You Can’t
A.I.R.
Metal Thrashing Mad
I Am the Law

Megadeth

The crowd officially enthused; Megadeth continued the day’s music -Their slot time seemed to make sense too as if they went on right before Metallica it could have potentially agonized things and secondly no one wants to see Slayer in the daylight – so this was a perfect fit.
The sincerity of the performers was not lost in appreciation of the reception from the fans, and as Dave Mustaine and Megadeth took stage in the late afternoon it was clear that the unique experience that was promised at the beginning of the year had truly taken shape.
I won’t bore you with what you probably already know about Mustaine’s history with Metallica and the 30 years of acrimony (largely coming from Mustaine) that somehow until recently still existed. Megadeth playing with Metallica? – This would have been unthinkable even just two years ago. And one could argue that the two camps made nice in the interests of posterity and prosperity but we were privy to a pre-show photo session and experienced the vibe first hand with some photos you will see later in this post and it just seems that for whatever reason, all of that is over. It was like seeing Bret Hart and Shawn Michaels shaking hands in the ring.

And they came to play too and played well. Their was something very expectant of their performance from the crowd and something even more sinister about their delivery.

 

 

Erin made it clear that she didn’t really like them – she enjoyed Anthrax who she was somewhat familiar with and she equates with Hip-Hop which she likes.

Setlist:

Trust
In My Darkest Hour
Hangar 18
Wake Up Dead
Poison Was the Cure
She-Wolf
Sweating Bullets
Head Crusher
A Tout Le Monde
Symphony of Destruction
Peace Sells
Holy Wars… The Punishment Due

Slayer

The sun began to set for Slayer and shit was getting real. Their is just something imposing about a Slayer crowd who are undeterred and ready to strike and very, very vocal. So it felt like the sun was setting on all of us haha.
Another point of praise is that the downtime between sets never deviated significantly from the posted schedule and kept the crowd very happy. As with most metal shows there can be some rough patches in the crowd, but from my perspective security did not seem to intervene to the point where it detracted from the enjoyment of the show, and they are to be commended on helping keep people safe but not turning the mosh pit into a police state (something that can happen all to often).

Slayer didn’t come without their own dramas as a big question mark was if guitarist Jeff Hanneman was gonna be able to perform. He had to take a temporary leave of absence due to contracting a rare flesh-eating disease, necrotizing fasciitis. How tragic would it be for the fans after waiting all these years to get these four bands together and here it was finally happening only to be served a Hanneman-less Slayer? Not to mention how tragic for him to miss playing the biggest show of the band’s career in America and personally this was a bit of hometown show for them as Los Angeles is only a few hours away. I wish Jeff a speedy recovery, but I think even he would have to agree that that’s about the coolest-sounding disease a Slayer guitarist could possibly contract. believed to have been caused by a spider bite.

(Editor’s Note: More tragedy struck the band as almost one year later of this show – Armand “Butts” Crump who was Kerry King’s guitar tech, beloved member of the whole Metal community and all around badass, whom also allowed me to take the above life-changing photo, passed away, way too soon. I only met Butts the first time at this show and only a few more times after this, but he was teasing me about everything in the first two seconds in a rapport that would carry over to when they took this to the East Coast and until the last time I saw him at a Slayer show in Austin later in the year. So long pal.)

Ok so the faint sound of the clank of Kerry King’s signature chain adornment that signaled their arrival. The question of Hanneman was immediately answered as we saw Gary Holt from Exodus coming out in his place. Their wasn’t some loud groan because I think most expected it and take nothing away from Holt who is a total badass in his own right, but for the sake of solidarity and this special evening, we wanted Hanneman to play and I felt bad for him.
The band ripped into a fairly new song, World Painted Blood but went onto classics like War Ensemble and Silent Scream.

 

 

 

And what’s this? After a brutal set that just tore a fucking hole in the desert, out for the encore comes Jeff Hanneman and the one-two combo of South of Heaven and Angel of Death. The crowd (and myself) went positively batshit

 

Their was this young dude who had come all the way from Argentina next to us that was almost as entertaining as the band and who could barely speak English. When Jeff walked out this kid starts losing it and in half cry-speak in broken English starts shouting “Hanneman, its Hanneman!!!” and looking over at us to make sure we notice as we had a brief conversation about the debatable issue if he would appear. For whatever reason this is the single main thing that I remember from the day and the emotion in his voice has stayed with me.
A strong finish that had the crowd primed for the main event.

Setlist:

Word Painted Blood
Hate Worldwide
War Ensemble
Postmortem
Raining Blood
Dead Skin Mask
Silent Scream
America
Circle of Beliefs
Seasons in the Abyss
Snuff

Encore:

South of Heaven (w/ Jeff Hanneman)
Angel of Death (w/ Jeff Hanneman)

Metallica 

Now you had to have a different special pass to be on the stage’s wings during Metallica, once again if their was any doubt who was putting this thing on so we were a little bummed that after spending all day up here we had to resume down to the masses. However, as Metallica’s signature Ecstasy of Gold intro came on the screen and the thousands of people behind me all sang along with Morricone’s soundtrack it felt like nothing I had experienced prior, even as a Metallica veteran. I called my friend Ryan for whom Metallica is a religion and one of the only times I’ve seen them without him, just so he could hear it and share if only a brief moment of it with me.
For the previous four hours there was a progression toward those first few notes of Creeping Death and the arrival of America’s metal pride and joy.

They played a stupefying set of 18 songs which encompassed their entire career.Even playing Orion in a touching tribute to former bass player Cliff BurtonJames spared no moment to show endearment toward the crowd.
I have to show some endearment/gratitude right now to Erin and I normally wouldn’t share something this personal but its just too good not to share.
Ok so I know that a big moment is coming up not to mention that I don’t want to miss one second of this show but I have to piss so bad my back teeth were floating, I mean as in like absolute agony. This was stupid, I couldn’t even enjoy the show any longer I had to go so bad plus it was freezing now in the desert night making matters worse. So a compromise of time and dignity was made (that was actually her idea) – I had been drinking all day and she’s from out in the country so certain scruples were over-looked as we proceeded with our mission. We were in a comfortable space where no one was within 10 feet of us from all sides and it was so dark that you couldn’t really make anything out till you were right on top of it. We used this to our advantage as she said “Just keep looking straight ahead” as she gave me her hoodie to dangle in front of me. She then while I’m holding the hoodie and looking straight ahead as I was told, frees my aching penis from my pants takes our empty beer cups with one hand and directs my penis into one of them with her other hand. She is literally pissing for me! – and here’s the fucking bonus round – I had to go so bad that I filled BOTH cups and she was able to take my penis out of the first cup and place it into the second cup without spilling a drop from the first cup! Totally trashy I know, but totally amazing nonetheless.

Ok so, as the show reached a climax, the stage finally went black to provide a moment long enough to absorb the power of live music and the shared connection. We all knew what was next and it came together as a massive jam session of all the day’s performers on the Diamond Head song Am I Evil?
In introducing the members of the other three bands immediately prior to the performance, James said, “Can you believe it? Thirty years, man I don’t know how many of you have been around that long, you know?! It doesn’t matter; you’re here right now to see the ‘Big Four,’ and we’re getting this prepared for a big jam, alright?
Before starting, James made me laugh outloud (as he often does) by sarcastically asking “Is everyone’s hair ok?”.

 

While there are far more pressing matters to an adult in the world today, for the 10 minutes I had an opportunity to see Kerry King, Scott Ian, Dave Mustaine and Kirk Hammett stand almost shoulder to shoulder and shred it felt as if everything else was collectively insignificant.
I’m gonna let James speak here now as this sums it up best – This is word for word of a recording I made from the show:

“We just wanna take the time to say ‘thank you’ to all of you metal fans out there who have supported all the bands — not only the ‘Big Four,’ but the big however many out there. There’s many, many other bands that have been around as long as us, and, unfortunately, broke up because of business or some other crap. There’s a lot of great bands out there and we’d like to celebrate all of them, and especially the ‘Big Four’, getting out here and jamming, and just saying ‘thank you’ to the world of metal fans for just giving us your support, giving us your heart and giving us your passion, man, ’cause that’s what it is for us.”

Metallica closed out the show after this with two songs from their first album Kill ‘Em All fittingly after just acknowledging their NWOBHM beginnings to complete the career retrospective. The historical show closed with more gratitude from Hetfield and a “see you next time” which opens up plenty of room for speculation.

Setlist:

Creeping Death
For Whom the Bell Tolls
Fuel
Ride the Lightning
Fade to Black
Cyanide
All Nightmare Long
Sad But True
Welcome Home (Sanitarium)
Orion
One
Master of Puppets
Blackened
Nothing Else Matters
Enter Sandman

Encore:

Am I Evil? (w/members of Slayer, Anthrax and Megadeth)
Hit the Lights
Seek and Destroy

Four legendary bands and a sea of their fans made the Empire Polo Fields a community that celebrated one of music’s most unique genres and its rich history. Not only am I extremely satisfied to have been part of the celebration, but also in that I feel it was done in a way that provided the best opportunity to enjoy to show and respected everyone in attendance.

(Editor’s Note: …and as we all now know, that they decided to do it one more time on the East Coast for a legendary day at Yankee Stadium that I’m also proud to say that I got to be a part of….stay tuned for the East Coast post of the Big Four)

Photos –

Roy Turner
David Andrako
Dave Bullock

Jagermeister Music Tour 2010 w/ Slayer, Megadeth & Anthrax

Exodus – The Prophet Bar – Dallas, TX – September 7th

So on a day off between the Amandla and The Moistboyz tours,  Ryan and I thought we would have some fun and go see Exodus. I personally hadn’t seen them since my senior year of High School, and Ryan, who has kept up with their output for most of that time, had been really excited about their new sound. He played me their last two records in full and I would have to say I agree that they really evolved into something that’s kept them alive and exciting, instead of dormant and repetitive. That mixed with some good ol nostalgia was enough to get us to go. Ryan has become increasingly choosy, so when he’s excited about a show, it’s hard not to be as well.
I hadn’t been here I think since it was the Prophet Bar, I remember coming here when it was the Gypsy Tea Room, but the staff here now are really hard to take. It seemed like everyone in line in front of us their was a problem with something, and then when we get up there its no different. I just went and found Eric, my good friend and Exodus’ Tour Manager and he straightened everything out.
Not a big crowd (probably less than 200 people) and the first person I see is Fred Flintstone (from the Rock N America entry) it was his birthday, so I get him a quick shot and then Ryan and I take our spot.
Now this band has been together for almost 30 years and has survived the death of two singers, and a few other lineup changes, but had a great mixture of the old sound with the new.

…and speaking of nostalgia, one of the first concerts I ever went to was the Headbanger’s Ball Tour w/ Exodus/Helloween/Anthrax (and John Tempesta’s first night on the drums) with my childhood friend Steve. The show was at the Fair Park Coliseum, so being around the Cotton Bowl and the Fairgrounds, and I remember my sister dropping us off. Well this was at the height of slam dancing at shows that was now referred to as moshing and the creation of a mosh pit. Like at that age, getting the t-shirt is as much if not more important than seeing the band, it seemed creating and participating in one of these mosh pits was just as crucial. We had seen it on TV and talked shit about how when its our turn we were gonna fuck shit up.
Secretly I was terrified of this, and never really thought for some reason that I would have to face that, or maybe thought that Steve also harbored some fears about it. However the minute we arrived he spots the pit in full swing, and makes a beeline for it. I was shitting myself, thinking “how the fuck am I gonna get out of this without looking like a total pussy?”.
Exodus had a hit song at the time called the Toxic Waltz (as everyone at the time seemingly was trying to claim this practice as their own by re-naming it).
Steve was a intimidating force and wasn’t a small kid, where as, I barely weighed 100 lbs at the time, and was kinda the target of alot of his outbursts because of it, so I had no choice to jump in.
When I did, I realized that, sure it was pretty violent, but not nearly as horrifying as I had feared and was pretty communal. I went on to spend quite a few nights in this type of environment eagerly as well, but since have grown a bit weary (and older) of the real violence that its kinda become.
But on this night, even though along time has passed I was wondering if they were gonna play it as the hit. And sure enough they did, and I have no idea what came over me, because now I would be the last person to do this, but as the first notes hit, I took of my glasses and handed them and my wallet to Ryan, who looked simultaneously shocked/supportive of this and into the pit I went.
Now because of the lack of attendance, it was one of those really lame ones, where only like 4 people are participating, but just to get myself to do it was enough for me (and enough to leave with a bleeding foot). Good times.

Megadeth/Slayer/Anthrax – Starplex Amphitheater – Dallas, TX – September 24th 

Ok so this was three days of seeing shows in a row, and quite a diverse mix. I had been greatly anticipating this show for a number of reasons. One other the obvious, was as I mentioned in the Exodus post, that when I was a teenager, the Thrash Metal movement was my freaking life. When I was 15, back when the only way to hear about upcoming shows was via radio announcement, our jaws hit the ground when we heard that a tour was gonna start in Dallas called Clash of the Titans – that featured Anthrax, Slayer, and Megadeth (and a little unknown band at the time called Alice in Chains)
The only band that was missing was Metallica as people were already referring to this elite group as the Big Four. Metallica had moved way ahead of the pack and was set for world domination with the upcoming Black Album and really had nothing to gain by making the collective association (and as time would tell with Nirvana’s Nevermind coming out later that year) and everything to lose. Though the other three bands were at the height of their popularity and at the top of their game they had not reached the ability to play venues this large individually, but collectively it was a not-to-miss event. A friend and I even camped out for tickets and got us and our whole crew front row seats.
The fact that this exact same concert (sans Alice in Chains naturally) was happening again in the exact same location and city as the first time around was enough to get me in the building. Not to mention to add to the festivities, Slayer was gonna do arguably their best LP Seasons in the Abyss in its entirety. as well as Megadeth giving the same treatment to their Rust in Peace LP. Also, Anthrax, who had barely toured with the Joey Belladonna reunited lineup in 2005 (and skipped Texas altogether) were now back with Joey after several severe missteps.
It wasn’t without some brouhaha however – after all this time, why can’t we get all four of the Big Four? – This tour was born after some obscenely large, nostalgia fueled offers were made to do a Big Four tour of festivals in Eastern Europe, were the four bands actually performed all in one show for 7 dates. The Bulgaria date was even simulcasted where you could see it via closed circuit at a local theater (and Ryan and I did exactly that…see April 2010 entry). 
Make no mistake about it this was a Metallica production and I’m sure a hedged bet to see if would be a good idea to bring this tour Stateside, and the film’s ticket receipts would be the proverbial proof pudding. Apparently it didn’t do that well, cause Metallica decided not to pursue it any further, but the other 3 bands, fueled by all the new interest and high-profile activity, brought the tour stateside with just the three of them as the Jagermeister Tour.It was an early start time and I was meeting singer-dude at the show and I was running late. I couldn’t find parking anywhere but thankfully when I did, as I was crossing the street, he saw me and picked me up. We still missed the first two songs from Anthrax but if he hadn’t seen me we would have missed most of them and they were the main band I wanted to see since Joey was back and I’ve seen the other two bands probably 20 times each since I was a teenager.

It was sad to see how much peer-ship Anthrax has lost over the years. Though they will always be apart of this legendary club, they are really only riding a residual wave, as they have been treading water for years, through a series of poor lineup changes, mediocre albums and down-right baffling career choices. At the first Clash of the Titans the bands went in this order:

Slayer
Anthrax
Megadeth

with all bands having basically equal stage time and production. This time around, Anthrax’s backline was pushed all the way to the front
and might as well have been playing a small club with how much stage room they were given. Their name wasn’t even printed on the tickets, their logo pushed into almost obscurity under the tours namesake and now that guitarist/face-of-the-band Scott Ian is a professional poker player, they had to wear Ultimate Bet gear, likely just to pay for the tour, fucking sad for sure.
But they made good with the short time they had, and if nothing else, it was really great to see them and Joey again.

 Setlist –

Caught in a Mosh
Got the Time (Joe Jackson cover)
Madhouse
Antisocial
Indians
Only
Metal Thrashing Mad
I Am the Law

Next up was Megadeth, who I loved as a kid and seem to still see every couple of years, however haven’t owned anything they have released since Countdown to ExtinctionLeader Dave Mustaine who is known for a being difficult to work with and am sure was a long-holdout for any Big Four type of event due to his long, over-stated issues with Metallica, always seem to have a new lineup every couple of years. You don’t even really pay attention anymore, and if you had your choice bassist Dave Elefson will be there too, but as long as Mustaine walks out, its a Megadeth show. And let me tell you something, as much as you wanna hate Mustaine, and as much as you want to hear that in-spite of Elefson’s presence that they walked out there with two other faceless jobbers and embarrassed themselves, its the exact opposite. They stole this show, and this new lineup is their best in the band’s 25 + year history.
They fucking killed – Just walked out and played so intensely, and spot on, with zero bullshit. Even their newer, lesser known material did nothing to stop their momentum that just took off as they started the show with Rust in Peace from start to finish.

Setlist –

Holy Wars… The Punishment Due
Hangar 18
Take No Prisoners
Five Magics
Poison Was the Cure
Lucretia
Tornado of Souls
Dawn Patrol
Rust in Peace… Polaris

 Encore:

Trust
Head Crusher
A Tout Le Monde
Symphony of Destruction
Peace Sells

Next up is the indefatigable Slayer – who I also tend to see about once a year or so. Now, nothing can be said that can detract from the sheer brutality of this band, but the last few times I have seen them, it seemed to be a bit phoned it (as much as this band is capable of such a thing). But tonight we were benefiting, if nothing else, from perhaps maybe a little bit of competitiveness, cause after Megadeth blew things wide open, here comes Slayer with both barrels.
They did just two numbers, both off their newest record World Painted Blood before Tom Araya, asks the crowd in his most sadistic voice “Are you ready?” as we all knew that signaled that the entire Seasons in the Abyss LP was about to begin.

 Setlist –

World Painted Blood
Hate Worldwide
War Ensemble
Blood Red
Spirit in Black
Expendable Youth
Dead Skin Mask
Hallowed Point
Skeletons of Society
Temptation
Born of Fire
Seasons in the Abyss

Encore: 

 South of Heaven
Raining Blood
Aggressive Perfector
Angel of Death

Between Megadeth and Slayer, I walked out to the lawn area to see Ryan, who was sitting out there by himself (by choice, my man is very specific about his comfort) and shared our excitement, and were texting each other a bunch during Slayer’s set. Maybe one day the States will get to see all four of the Big Four together?